Sands
Of Time:
Duo
switched off the computer and sat back on his chair with a satisfied grin.
Stretching languidly, he rose to his feet and began to pack up the papers on
the table before him. According to the large clock on the wall, it was fifteen
minutes to midnight and once the clock struck twelve, Valentine’s Day would
officially begin. He refused to admit that his heart was pounding so much
faster at the thought of what his lover had in store for him once he got back
home. He had seen Heero walk into Lady Une’s office earlier in the day and the
stoic Japanese boy had left the office soon after with a purposeful stride in
his step.
Being
excited would have been a major understatement for Duo. The braided teen had
spent the better part of the day daydreaming of all the possible scenarios
Heero could have planned for them tonight. Perhaps the apartment would be
accentuated with candles and fragrant flowers. Or perhaps a bubble bath would
be running for both of them to spend a leisurely time in the soothing waters.
Or perhaps Heero had prepared some exotic dish for tonight…they had had to deal
with canned food for the past few weeks thanks to the extra workload. Heero had
been too tired to prepare anything remotely close to being edible and poor Duo
had been stuck with eating ramen or soup night after night.
But
not to digress, Duo was more than ready for any of the aforementioned events.
He had made sure that he had left hints for Heero throughout the week,
announcing the special day. The Japanese boy had the knack of ‘forgetting’ such
special occasions and Duo made sure that this time, the date would be firmly
implanted in Heero’s mind. He had left post-it notes on the fridge with the
words ‘Feb. 14th VD!’ on them. (Now, Heero is no fool, but with the
words ‘VD’ blaring straight at him each time he reached into the fridge, he
couldn’t help thinking that the acronyms meant something - ominous - and
he had fought the urge to ask Duo to write the words out completely.) Duo had
also left heart-shaped candies in Heero’s favorite coffee mug and some on his
pillow, always feigning innocence whenever he was accused of doing such a
thing.
All
in all, Duo felt pretty good about the situation. He was sure that after all of
that, Heero would not have forgotten about Valentine’s Day.
He
gave a quick wave to another Preventer that was also working late, and made his
way out of the building and towards the bus stop. He would have taken the
train, but he wanted to walk the few extra miles to his apartment, more to
delay the surprise than anything.
~
Hmmm…I had better call Heero to let him know that I am on my way home. I don’t
want to surprise him, by spoiling the… surprise. ~
As
the bus came around and he hopped onto to it, Duo dialed the numbers quickly on
his cell phone, staring out of the window as the bus began its slow drive down
the darkened streets. The phone rang, once, twice, three times before the
muffled voice was heard over the phone.
“Moshi
moshi.”
Duo
blinked. Heero couldn’t possibly have been sleeping, could he? It was five
minutes to midnight and knowing Heero…
“Ah…hey,
Hee-chan. It’s me.”
For
a moment nothing was heard, that was until the sounds of ruffling sheets filled
Duo’s ears. Heero was in bed?! Asleep?! Duo swallowed tightly and tried to
downplay it, but he felt his hopes squash as Heero’s next words came.
“Hai,
I know, Duo. Did you forget your keys again?”
Duo
sighed softly and shook his head. “No…no, I have my keys with me.”
“Good.”
A tense silence fell before Heero asked. “Where are you right now?”
Duo
perked up a minute, hoping that Heero had been pretending all this time. “I am
still on the bus. We are almost at the block right now. I should be home in
about five minutes.”
Heero
sighed. “Alright. Just make sure you don’t knock over Coco’s basket by the
kitchen door like you did last time. See you when you get back.”
The
soft click of the phone being hung up sounded like a door being slammed in
Duo’s heart. He couldn’t believe it.
~
He’s just bluffing. I bet he is really awake and has the apartment all decked
out waiting and ready for me… ~
But
even as he tried to convince himself of this, Duo couldn’t stop the sinking
feeling of disappointment that filled the pits of his stomach.
~
Heero… ~
~*~*~*~*~
He
trudged up the stairs as if carrying lead weights on his feet. Getting to their
floor, the sounds of light giggles and chuckles were heard as a couple came
walking towards him. The young man and girl smiled and gave Duo a light wave,
which he returned almost on automation. They both looked in love and ready for
anything and this did more to make Duo feel even more miserable. With a heavy
sigh, he wasn’t surprised to find his hands trembling as he tried to open up the
door to the apartment. In his heart, he still prayed and hoped that Heero would
have something to surprise him with. Even if it was a balloon and a basket of
flowers on the kitchen table…that would have been more than enough.
Finally,
the door gave way and a medium-sized furry ball of energy immediately assaulted
Duo. He dropped his briefcase and managed to catch the purring cat in his arms,
laughing lightly as it tried to rub itself all over his coat. “Hiya, Coco.
Hungry, hmm?” He kicked the door shut behind him and walked towards the fridge
to get something for the cat to feast on.
~
Perhaps a Valentine cake… ~
Nothing.
The fridge was as empty as it had been this morning and Duo, unconsciously
tightened his grip around the cat, only to yelp as he felt the sharp canines
dig into the flesh of his palm. “Ah! Shit! Coco, what the hell did you do that
for?” He dropped the cat and held his injured hand to his chest, wondering why
it had suddenly turned on him. His only answer was a hiss and a look of mistrust
before it walked away into the darkened living room. Duo snorted and sat down
heavily on a kitchen chair. How much worse could his evening go? Luckily, the
bite hadn’t been too deep and he massaged it gently to ease the pain.
~
Nothing, ne, Heero? Well, it’s just the beginning of the day, so I will give
you the remaining twenty-four hours to whip up something. ~
And
nodding at his decision, Duo got to his feet and walked as quietly into the
bedroom as possible. Sure enough, Heero lay on the bed with only the tip of his
brown locks peeking over the top of the blankets. Duo made a face and shook his
head, as he began to strip out of his clothes. He didn’t bother arranging them
neatly, knowing how much Heero was bound to bitch about it in the morning. A
small black box fell out of his coat pocket and Duo bent down to pick it up,
remembering what it was. He sighed softly as he slipped into the bed and
leaning over Heero, he placed the box on his side of the bedside table, before
placing a light kiss on the sleeping boy’s cheek.
“Happy
Valentine’s Day, Heero,” he whispered softly. “I love you, even though you are
still a big jerk.”
And
turning his back on his companion, he closed his eyes and fell into restless
sleep.
~*~*~*~*~
“He
didn’t get you anything?” Quatre asked with widened eyes, although he tried
hard to contain the excitement in his voice. He was currently holding on to a
small teddy bear and from the boxes of chocolate that lay around him, it was
clear that his Valentine’s day had gone quite well.
Duo
groaned and reached for another heart-shaped éclair, popping it into his mouth
as he eyed the exquisite vase of valentine-day themed flowers before him. There
was a card with the words ‘For the one who holds the key to my heart’ written
on it and it’s fragrance was so strong that Duo felt like gagging. “Yeah, he
got nothing for me. He left pretty early this morning and I haven’t seen him
since then…” He failed to mention that the box he had left on the bedside table
was no longer there.
“So,
maybe he went to get something for you,” Quatre enthused with a grin and a nod.
“You never know…”
“Quatre.”
Duo pinned wary eyes on the blonde. “ It is almost nightfall. An entire day has
gone by and not one lousy phone call to tell me where he is. If my hunch is
correct, I will bet he is at work or something and is so ashamed of not getting
anything for me that he won’t show up at the apartment till midnight and then
start bitching about the most useless things!”
Quatre,
dutifully, remained silent as he listened to his friend vent out his
frustrations. He felt a bit sorry for the braided boy, but he was sure that his
pity was not needed at this point and showing all the things that Trowa had
gotten for him…almost made Quatre feel ashamed.
Duo
sighed and got to his feet. “I’m sorry, Q. I shouldn’t be here making you feel
awful about today.” He smiled softly and ‘stole’ another chocolate as he got to
his feet.
“You
don’t have to go…”
“It’s
okay, Q. Don’t feel too sorry for me, though. I mean…I don’t really need one
day for Heero to show me how much he loves me, ne?”
Quatre
could only nod in response as he escorted the American to the door. “Will you
be alright, Duo?” He asked in concern.
The
braided boy nodded and grinned. “I will be fine. I just need to go take a walk
and clear my head for a while. You have a good evening…both of you.” And with a
light wave, Duo stepped out of the house and began to make his way towards the
piers.
~*~*~*~*~
The
sunset was beautiful and from Duo’s vantage point, the golden rays cast
shimmering hues of red and orange upon the cool waters. He licked the ice cream
that had trickled down his hand and tossed the empty cup into a nearby trashcan
as he crossed his legs and stuck his hands deeper into his coat pockets. It was
already beginning to feel a bit chilly and after spending the better part of
the afternoon strolling down the long seaside pier, Duo was more than ready to
call it quits. But he had found himself unable to stop from looking at the
dying sun one last time. He had walked down the stairs that had led to the
beach and had walked the entire length of the seashore.
He
wished he wasn’t alone.
Kicking
at another stone, Duo stared morosely at the tiny grains of sand, hoping and
wishing and praying fervently…
“You
didn’t feed Coco before leaving today, did you?”
Duo
groaned and refused to lift his head, although his heart rate had quickened in
response to the familiar voice. “I thought I had…sorry,” he mumbled softly.
He
heard the light snort and the sound of Heero sitting down next to him on the
sand, but he still refused to stare at him. For several minutes, both boys sat
quietly in companionable silence. Duo had begun to draw tiny circles on the
ground, when the shape suddenly turned into a shakily drawn heart and the words
‘I love you, Heero’ soon followed afterwards. He didn’t bother wiping them
away, and he held his breath, wondering if his partner had seen it.
Soon
after, Heero leaned forward and began to doodle on the sand as well. Duo tried
to lean over to see what was being written.
“Aww…come
on, Heero. Let me see, you saw mine!”
“Be
patient, Duo. You will see it, soon enough.”
Duo
pouted and raised his knee to his chest. “Where were you all day, Heero?”
“Busy.”
“Busy
doing what? I thought you would want to spend the day with me.” Duo knew that
he sounded whiny, but he couldn’t help it. “Today is…”
“Valentine’s
Day. I know that, Duo.”
“Then
why didn’t you…?”
Heero
turned to pin a piercing gaze on Duo’s flushed visage. “Does it matter, Duo?”
“Wha…?”
“Does
it matter that much to you, that I didn’t buy lots of balloons and chocolates
and toys or some expensive thing?”
“Heero…”
“Or
perhaps you would prefer I spend money on material things than…” He stopped as
something akin to pain flashed in his eyes before rising to his feet, leaving
his bewildered companion staring after his disappearing figure. Duo turned to
see what Heero had written and he felt his heart pound fiercely, causing him to
place a hand upon his chest to try to still it in some way.
~
Heero… ~
“Heero!
Wait!”
He
jumped to his feet and raced after the striding boy, who made no attempts to
stop even as Duo continued to scream out his name. Finally, Duo caught up to
him and blocked his path by wrapping his arms tightly around his neck and
refusing to budge. Heero remained unresponsive and stubbornly refused to return
the embrace, but Duo didn’t care.
“You
are right, Heero,” he muttered thickly against his neck. “I don’t need material
things to prove your love to me…” He pulled back to stare into the beautiful
blue eyes that he could never get enough of. “Your words…” He held a hand to
his chest and was unable to stop the tear that slid out of his amethyst ones.
“They are beautiful, Heero. And that means so much more to me than any thing
you could ever buy.”
Heero
looked uncertain for a second, before he raised his hands to unbutton the top
few buttons of his shirt. Lying next to his bronzed skin was the silver pendant
of a cross that Duo had left on his bedside table last night. Heero’s eyes
softened and he muttered thickly. “Ai shiteru, koishii…zutto…”
Duo
nodded slowly, as his hand joined Heero’s in a clasp against his beating heart.
“More than you could ever know, Heero. Happy Valentine’s Day…” came the fervent
whisper, as their lips met in slow and sweet union.
The
waves licked and caressed the sand, washing away some of the words and pictures
that both boys had drawn, but the last few words written by Heero could still
be seen:
…as
long as I have you by my side
My
life is forever complete.
I
will never let you go
For
you belong in my heart…for all time
HY
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