Divergent (7)
From the day that you first wished you
could reach the end
We started walking together on this never-ending road
When it looked like you were going to
stop
I grabbed your hand and refused to let go...
-
Gackt (Road)
Subject: Pictures
From: “King of the
Sea” <uzunaruRX-78-2@post.expart.ne.jp>
To: “The
Great(est) Salesman” < sasU0906@anet.ne.jp >
Hey
Sasuke!
Here
are the pictures of the funeral services as promised. Beautiful day all around
and many folks showed up – more than we expected. Guess Mom was pretty popular.
I kept having to listen to everyone try to tell me one story or another about
something good she did for them. I swear she was the town’s resident godmother
or something. Pops’ been holding up okay. He doesn’t sleep much though, and at
night I hear him pacing about or crying when he thinks I’m asleep. Hinata and
her family have been godsend. She and her kid sister (Hanabi) help us with
cooking and cleaning and all that. She misses you and keeps asking about you;
wondering when you’ll come visit. Hard to believe it’s been almost three weeks
since I last saw you, eh? Anyway, hope you’re doing okay and you’re finally
back home getting some rest. I’ll catch up with you later. I think I hear my
Pops hollering for me and I have to get off the computer. Bye!
P.S:
See the dude with the long black hair and weird eyes like Hinata? That’s her
cousin I was telling you about – Neji. He just came back for the funeral to pay
his respects, but he’s gone back to school again.
__
Re: Pictures
From: “The
Great(est) Salesman” < sasU1093@anet.ne.jp >
To: “King of the
Sea” <uzunaruRX-78-2@post.expart.ne.jp>
Nice
to hear from you again, Naruto, and thanks for the pictures. It does seem like
it was a beautiful ceremony. I’m sorry to hear about your father’s situation
and hope that in due time he’ll be able to find some peace in his heart. You
don’t look all that great yourself –at least from the photos – have you lost
weight? I know you’re grieving, but you must not ignore your health as well. I
doubt your Mom would approve if you’ve been starving yourself.
I’m
currently in Niigata, sitting in a shitty hotel room that cost a fortune
(though company’s paying). I should be done with this particular job in a week
and then the looooooong trip back home. Urgh. Send my regards to Hinata, and
keep me abreast on how the fishing business is going.
P.S:
When the hell are you going to get a damn cell phone?!
P.P.S:
Sending you pictures of some sights around Niigata. Wish you were, huh?
__
Subject: Pfft
From: “King of the
Sea”
To: “The
Great(est) Salesman”
Sweet!
Those pictures are awesome. Especially the one with you posing next to Ten-Ken
cliff. You look like you’re about to fall off! Haha! And is that really the
infamous Tsubame-Sanjō ramen?!!! Holy shit! Why the hell didn’t we get to
pass that city during our road trip? I’m jealous, man. J-E-A-L-O-U-S.
(and
knowing you, I bet you didn’t even finish the damn thing. Man, good food is
wasted on you).
Dude,
do not rush me about the phone. I’ll get it when I’m good and ready. I should
be lucky our damn computer’s even working for me to be able to respond to your
emails, and we’ve been so busy trying to organize Mom’s things. Dad’s already
taking me out to work, so it’s been kinda hard to think of anything else.
Internet connection up here gets kinda shady sometimes. Speaking of fishing,
it’s a good thing you’re not near me because I stink to high heaven. I can
almost picture you telling me to go take a shower in that haughty tone of yours.
I swear I can’t get the smell of fish and seaweed out of me, and it’s only been
a week! By the time you stop by again (if you ever do), you probably won’t even
recognize me…or want to stand next to me (LOL!) Are you still in Niigata?
P.S:
I am not losing weight. Wearing black always makes me look skinnier than I
really am. I think I’ve added more muscle weight with all the heavy lifting
(and I’ve even gotten a tan!). I’ll send a pic next time.
__
Re: Pfft
From: “The
Great(est) Salesman”
To: “King of the
Sea”
Txting
from phone in restaurant. On the road again. Heading to Kyoto. Should be there
in a couple of days give or take. Called your home but no one was there or are
phone lines down too? When is best time to call anyway? And you with a tan and
more muscle weight? This I’ve got to see.
__
Re: Lots of
Stuff!
From: “King of the
Sea”
To: “The
Great(est) Salesman”
Guess
where I’m typing from? An internet café in town. There was a big storm the
other day, so most of the power’s out (and this includes ‘net connection and
phone lines). Sucks, but they say it should be back up and running sometime
later tonight. I hope. The weather’s getting way too cold up here and Pops and
I have to wear almost three layers of clothing in the house. Brr! Anyway, because
me and Pops have been so busy at work – this is the only time I’ve had to come
down here to use a computer. I’m sorry it’s taking so long to communicate, but
at least you should be in Kyoto, right? I’ll go cell phone shopping with Hinata
this weekend, so you can stop nagging me to death about it.
(which
phone and service do you recommend anyway? And I mean something NOT
outrageously expensive!)
I’ve
attached pictures of me and Pops (and some with Hinata and her little sis)
hanging around the docks. Pops renamed the main trawler – Princess Mito – for
obvious reasons. We even re-painted the main hull maroon to match Mom’s hair.
As you can see, Pops has about five commercial boats in all (and almost twenty
employees on payroll), and every day we have to make sure they’re all
sea-worthy.
We
get up at about four or five in the morning – depending on the weather forecast
– and go about oiling the equipment, washing and scrubbing the galleys and
decks, preparing the baits, fixing up broken bits and pieces from prior fishing
trips, stocking up supplies, mending the nets, and making sure all the crates
are solid enough to be thrown into sea for our catches. All of this has to be
completed by seven by the way. When that’s done, you’ve then got meetings with
the fish mongers or food and packaging companies who buy from you and you all
decide how the catch for the day’s going to be divided up. Some mongers sell
only specific products like say crabs and lobsters while others go for pure
fish (mackerel, salmon etc. etc.). Anyway, by the time you actually cast off to
sea, it’s almost nine in the morning! Pops says I’m still too slow, and I’m
holding everyone else up because I screw up some things. According to him,
they’re usually done with prep by SIX! Makes me wonder if they get any sleep at
all. Sheesh.
There
are some slow days, when nothing really bites (and then you’ve got other
fishermen you’re competing with, so it’s kinda tough having to navigate around
the sea and not get into any one’s territory…so to speak), but on days when
it’s really jumping…man! Wish you could be here to see it, Sasuke. It’s crazy
on the boats. Everyone’s running around dragging the nets which can weigh up to
a ton or more, and there’s all sorts of weird things we catch (I swear I think
I caught an alien from outer space in the shape of a fish – see picture
attached). Then comes the hard task of separating the good from the bad, making
sure we don’t put in already dead fish (you know…those that many sharks or
other fish have bitten or thrown up), seaweed, and other creepy crawlies we
don’t need. By the time we’re done, it’s close to nine in the evening…an entire
day gone just like that!
And
if you think our job’s over, think again, buddy! Once we get back on land,
there are those damn fishmongers hovering around waiting for their share of the
goodies. Pops handles the business side of things, while me and the rest of the
boys have to struggle with loading up crates and containers with our hard
earned catches. We usually get home around eleven, and thank God for Hinata or
we’d starve to death. She always leaves us some food and there are never any
leftovers. Haha! I get to sleep for a couple of hours and then the entire day
happens again – like clockwork. I swear this gives me a better appreciation of
all the stuff my Pops went through without me there to help him. I feel kinda
bad about it, but at the same time, it feels good now, you know? We get to
spend more time together, and I get to learn so much more about my family
history and what he’s really all about. He still misses Mom, obviously, but at
least he’s trying to make an effort to be more cheerful.
I
miss her too and it gets worse at night when I have to listen to Pops talking
to her picture in the living room shrine and telling her all the things I did,
and how much I’m growing and becoming a man and shit like that. It’s kinda
embarrassing, but it’s nice to know that your own Pops doesn’t hate you as much
as you thought he did.
Phew.
My fingers hurt from all that typing, but I figured I needed to get it all out
now just in case I don’t get a chance to email you anytime soon. But hopefully
I should have the phone by this weekend, so I’ll call you. Just wait for my
number to show up on your caller ID, okay? Or if it shows up as ‘unknown’, you
can just listen to the voicemail I leave and call me back. I can’t wait to hear
your annoying voice again. Hah! :p
Talk
to you (for real this time) later!
P.S:
I think I’m gonna change my name from “King of the Sea” to “Ruler of the
Motherfucking Ocean”. How does that sound?
__
Like you’re an
idiot, Sasuke mused with a faint smile.
He
checked his other messages for anything not business-related; perhaps hoping
Naruto had sent another lengthy email to keep him entertained. Unfortunately,
there was nothing new since yesterday morning, so he contented himself with
scrolling through the images Naruto had attached for the thousandth time.
You really
weren’t kidding when you said you’ve changed, Sasuke thought with reluctant
admiration.
The
photographs told the story. Most showed Naruto clad in either sleeveless shirts
or topless (and not without some ridiculous handkerchief or cloth of some sort
wrapped around his head to keep his growing hair out his eyes); the effects of
the sun evident on the now caramel tone of his skin. It did more to make those piercing
blue eyes pop especially when he grinned…
(all fucking
teeth)
…while
holding up a large fish or crab to pose for the camera. Compared to the lanky guy he had traveled
with almost a month ago, the tedious work schedule at sea had definitely done
some good for the blond. His shoulders, arms and back seemed more defined with
the so-called ‘muscle-weight’ he had added. His water-glistened abs were like
washboards, causing Sasuke to absently caress his in slight dismay. He wasn’t
heavy by any means, neither did he have any love handles to make him cringe,
but with Naruto looking this good with just a few weeks of catching fish, it
was a sign that he needed to hit the gym more often to keep up. If he was
planning to visit Naruto again, he’d have to look his best.
But
until then -
He
sighed and tucked the phone back into the pocket of his black trench coat;
keeping his hands within the warmth they offered for the chill of the evening
air was now beginning to seep into his bones.
It
was another beautiful evening in Kyoto, and from this vantage point, it was
rather breathtaking to view the infinite twinkling lights of downtown below.
The wind picked up a little to rustle his hair, nearly blinding him and sending
tufts into his mouth. Swirls of fallen sepia leaves – from the many trees that
cocooned him – followed his quiet steps upon slightly damp grass, and with
every subtle gust, they seemed to dance and sigh in response; perhaps desperate
to deliver the last whispered words of his silent companions.
And
what silent companions they were.
The
gravestones or markers made for a rather morbid setting, but it was the
impressive granite tomb of Uchiha Madara - about as big as a miniature house – which
signaled to anyone daring to walk the grounds that they were in the presence of
someone (or family) close to royalty. The private Uchiha burial site obviously
housed each and every member of the clan – or so Sasuke was made to believe – and
it was rather sobering to think that there was already a plot reserved for him
in this place.
And I know
exactly where it’s going to be, he thought morosely as he picked up
the small wooden bucket and spoon obtained from the temple nearby. Right next to you, niisan.
It
wasn’t difficult to spot Itachi’s grave, for the black marbled headstone was
still ‘new’ compared to the others. Etched on it were the simple words:
Uchiha Itachi
June 9th 19xx - March 15th 20xx
Beloved son and brother
May his soul rest in peace
Short
and simple. After all, the Uchihas’ weren’t exactly known for long-winded
speeches or eloquent poetic phrases. It was a miracle someone had even added
the last line. It was a rather cozy nook, all things considered; right beneath
one of the largest oak trees on the grounds where its branches seemed to want
to wrap themselves around the headstone in added protection. There were several
fresh vases of beautiful flowers, and it didn’t take a genius to know that his
mother was probably responsible for them. However, some needed to be changed or
tossed away, and in silence, Sasuke stooped to his haunches to pay his homage.
As he pulled off dead stems and brushed away fallen leaves, memories – like a
cascading waterfall – raced through his mind whether he wanted them to or not.
Every moment spent with his big brother, every smile, every frown, every pout,
every laugh, and every conversation was re-lived. The last had been a phone
call, one he might have ignored if something hadn’t compelled him to finally
listen to his brother’s last words (though Sasuke hadn’t known that at the
time).
“We
were going to tell you,” he had said in that quiet voice of his that was now
filled with sorrow. “We never meant to hurt you, Sasuke, and it definitely
wasn’t something we had planned on happening. It just…did. I wish I could
explain to you just how much I fought against giving in to what my heart cried
for. I didn’t want to be with her because I knew you two were getting married,
but I fell for her all the same. Imagine my surprise when she told me the
feeling was mutual, but she was torn as well for she really likes you and knows
you’ll be hurt once the affair is revealed. If you’re going to hate anyone,
hate me, Sasuke. Hate me for not being strong enough to back away, and for finally
coercing her into an illicit affair. Hate me for being a coward and not opening
up to you when I had a chance. My only hope is that someday you’ll come to
forgive us both for our sins to you. We both love you so very much and would
want nothing more than your blessing eventually.”
My blessing,
huh? Sasuke scooped some water and poured it over the gravestone; watching blindly
as it trickled over the marble. What did
I say to all of that, niisan? I can’t really remember much of the
conversation…or rather what I said, but I think I might have forgiven you
two…at least my lips might have said that even though my heart still ached at
the betrayal. And when you said you were leaving the country for a while…did I
ever wish you a safe journey? No. I don’t think I did. It’s probably why I’ve
been dealing with the guilt for so long; that deep down inside, I might have
really wished for something terrible to happen to both of you. What does that
make me, niisan?
With
the gravestone washed, he rose to his feet to admire his handiwork. He could
feel the growth of that damned lump forming in his throat, even as trembling
fingers reached out to trace out his brother’s name slowly.
“I’m
going back home,” he whispered hoarsely. “I don’t want to, but I can’t keep
running away forever. A certain man taught me that, and no it wasn’t Dad. His
name is Uzumaki Naruto, and I’m sure you would have liked him if you two met.
He’s an idiot sometimes, but he can reveal bits of wisdom that’s surprising. He
had a dream to become the next great musician, but it turns out maybe following
in his father’s footsteps was his destiny after all. I thought being on the
road and becoming my own man was my fate, and perhaps it still is, but I have
to make sure. I have to go back and slay all those demons before I can really
say I’m free to be who I really want
to be.” He paused and looked to the heavens, swallowing hard to get rid of the
lump. His eyes burned. “Wish me luck, niisan.
God knows I’m going to need it.”
He
turned to leave, but stilled his steps and took a deep breath.
“Ah,
and before I forget,” he added quietly. “I forgive you. Too little too late,
but I truly forgive you all the same. I hope you get to see her up there and
finally be together as you always wanted. Farewell, my dearest brother.”
I’ll never
stop loving you…
__
Pass through the crowd, to the place where the light
leads you
As the soundless scenery is flowing past you
Somewhere
in the thick cobwebs of sleep, Gackt’s serenade seeped through as if coming
from the depths of a catacomb.
You opened your hands and were about to hold everything
within your grasp
Sasuke
groaned and burrowed deeper amongst the pillows. Who the fuck could be calling
him at this ungodly hour?
At the end of the rusted track
I want to believe that something is there
Relentless,
Gackt continued to sing; finally forcing Sasuke’s arm to shoot out from beneath
the thick comforter, fingers restlessly searching and in the process knocking
down a few things from the bedside table before finding the cause of his
anguish. The phone disappeared beneath the comforter where only tufts of
ruffled dark hair could be seen. Bleary eyes stared at the large white letters
screaming ‘UNKNOWN’, causing his initial reaction to be a muttered expletive
and the immediate need to switch the device off completely. However, just as he
was about to press the button to disconnect –
/
Just wait for my number to show up on your caller ID, okay? Or if it shows up
as ‘unknown’, you can just listen to the voicemail I leave and call me back. /
(Oh hell…Naruto!)
“Hel…Hello?”
he croaked though slightly breathless as the comforter was pushed down and he scrambled
up quickly. “Naruto?”
“Morning,
Sleepy Head!” came the cheerful greeting. “Did I wake you?”
(that voice)
The
smile came even before he could control it, fingers running through his tussled
locks as he glanced at the clock beside him. 5:45am.
“And
good morning to you too,” he replied before clearing his throat. “I see you got
your phone at last.”
“Yeah.
Thanks for the tips on which one to get or Hinata and I would have spent hours
deciding on which to pick. Those salespeople can be pretty convincing in trying
to get you to buy the most expensive ones. Oh wait. You should know. I’m
talking to the master after all.” He laughed, a familiar sound Sasuke was
unaware he had actually missed. He raised his knees to his chest and buried his
face against them.
“It’s
no problem,” he replied with a chuckle. “Are you off to work?”
There
was a dramatic groan at the other end. “Yeah, I am. Just thought I’d give you a
call before heading out and drop off my number. Got a pen?”
“You
can text it to me you know.”
“Oh…right.
Duh. Funny how you can forget those little things, eh? Shit…hang on…”
His
voice faded out though he seemed to be talking to someone in the background;
something along the lines of ‘I’m coming already! I’ll be right there! Don’t
leave without me!’ when he returned, it was with a heavy sigh.
“Gotta
get off now. I’ll call you back later, all right?”
“All
right…”
“And
I’ll text the number to you ASAP.”
“Cool.”
A pause. “And Naruto?”
“Hmm?”
“…it’s
good to hear your voice again.”
The
pause this time came from the other end, though there was the slight catch of
breath that was almost lost in the beginning. “Same here,” Naruto finally
replied in a voice that was almost inaudible.
Sasuke
sunk his toes into the sheets and cleared his throat again. “Have a good
day…fishing.”
There
was a relieved chuckle – effectively breaking the slight tension that had crept
in for a moment there. “Thanks. You have a good day yourself, okay? Talk to you
later. Bye!”
He
hung up and fell back to the bed, the smile not leaving his face and those
pesky cobwebs of sleep now completely gone. The beep on his device had him
looking at the screen where Naruto had done as promised. He immediately added
it to his list of personal contacts, smirking as he gave the blond the nickname
“Ruler of the Motherfucking Ocean”. In fact, their email monikers had been a
running joke between them, where Naruto had been the first to call him “The
Great(est) Salesman” and he had reciprocated with “King of the Sea”. Chuckling,
he swung his legs off the bed, recalling how aghast Naruto had been at the
time, while claiming that the name made him sound like a merman. However, ‘sweet-talking’
Naruto into believing he was a descendent of the famous Greek god Poseidon had
done the trick. Heh. Who could resist being compared to a deity after all,
right?
Thirty
minutes later, he was working up a sweat on his treadmill; going at a personal
best 19kph at an uphill setting. The gray tank-top was becoming drenched with
his efforts, but he felt he could go for at least another hour before taking a
break.
While
running, he took the time to ‘admire’ his apartment; a place he had not seen in
over six months. It screamed ‘typical bachelor pad’, with its Western-inspired
yet Spartan décor of blacks and whites. A long black leather sofa flanked a
pristine glass-top coffee table with oak legs and standing white halogen lamps
all by the famous interior designer Shiro Kuramata. His entertainment center
featured one of the latest Blu-Ray/DVD player, video game console, and one of
the largest HD flat-screen TVs available. A polished white oak floor ran
throughout the apartment only interrupted by a black-dotted beige and white
carpet which covered most of the living and bedroom area. On blemish-free white
walls, abstract paintings by Atsuko Tsurumi and Shusaku Arakawa sat in
judgmental silence. He couldn’t really tell you why he had chosen those
particular pieces, but they did compliment the overall aesthetic of the place. On
either side of the entertainment center were two abstract-shaped walnut
bookcases containing several works of literature he had acquired over the
years.
The
sliding glass doors on his right were flanked by two floor-to-ceiling windows
giving the illusion that the entire wall was simply made of glass. When the black
and white damask curtains were opened, it really was stunning to see the rays
of sunlight bathe the entire apartment in shades of gold and orange. Even more
beautiful was having them open at night and getting a good view of the city
while lounging on your sofa with good wine and a good book to read (or if you
were extra lucky, a woman who wasn’t likely to want to marry you after a
one-night stand).
…not
that he was in any hurry to walk down the aisle…
He
ran out of gas an hour and a half-later, and peeling out of his soaked shirt,
he ran the towel through his hair, wiped himself as dry as possible before
doing some stretching exercises. It was turning out to be a great Sunday
morning, and he realized he was anticipating speaking to Naruto again – though
he thought it childish to sit around counting down the hours until he received
the call. He’d try to get some work done to kill the time. However, as he leapt
to his feet to head to the kitchen for something to drink, the sudden chime of
his doorbell had him freezing in his tracks.
Huh? I wasn’t
expecting any visitors, he thought warily.
The
only services he required were those of his maid – who showed up once a month
and wasn’t scheduled for today, or the building’s maintenance guy who had to do
his monthly inspections. Other than that…
The
doorbell chimed again, and cursing beneath his breath, Sasuke made his way to
the door.
“Who
is it?” he began asking, only to feel his tongue get heavy in his mouth as a
quick peek through the peep-hole revealed the least likely of visitors.
Oh my God!
What the hell is she doing here?! How did she know I was back?!
Panic,
dismay, shock, and the helpless sensation of regressing back to that little boy
who always hung on her coattails – overwhelmed him so much, he had to slap a
hand over his mouth and staggered backwards on trembling legs.
What do I do? came his
frantic thoughts. And I just had to ask
‘who is it’, didn’t I? Now there’s no way she won’t know I’m not here. Shit!
He
dove for the coat closet, grabbing the first thing his hand touched (which,
luckily, turned out to be an old college sweatshirt), dressed quickly, ran
trembling fingers through his hair, took a deep breath, counted inwardly to ten
before finally opening the door when he felt composed enough.
“Mother,”
he began in a voice that sounded surprisingly steady despite the thudding of
his heartbeat. Dressed in a simple tailored black dress suit, Uchiha Mikoto
hadn’t changed much over the years, unless you considered the lines of sadness
and weariness etched within that beautiful face he never thought he’d see
again.
“What
a surpri…umph!”
The
hug (or lunge) was so unexpected; it nearly knocked him off his feet with the
force of it. Her slender yet strong arms tightened around him as if unwilling
to let go, her harsh sobs buried against his chest as if wracked from her very
soul. He hesitated in returning the affectionate embrace, but damn if his
emotions didn’t get the better of him. He hated to see his mother cry, and
knowing that he was the reason for it…
(God, I’m so
weak)
…he
closed his eyes and finally wrapped his arms around her. And as he placed a
tender kiss upon her dark hair, he couldn’t help thinking over and over again:
I’m finally
home.
__
Naruto
called earlier than expected; not that he was complaining.
“I
thought you’d still be stuck out there somewhere,” Sasuke mused as he balanced
the phone between his neck and shoulder and eyed the cotton shirt he was
considering wearing tomorrow.
“I
got a half-day off,” Naruto replied with a chuckle. He sounded like he was busy
doing something in the background as well. “There wasn’t much biting anyway.”
“Too
bad. Maybe there’ll be better luck tomorrow.”
“I
hope so. Shit!”
“What?”
“Burned
my fingers.”
“What
the hell are you doing?”
“Trying
to make dinner,” came the huffed reply. “Hinata’s out of town and she
apparently forgot to leave leftovers for us. I gotta come up with something for
Pops to eat when he gets back.”
“What
are you cooking?” He tossed the white shirt to the bed and picked the light
blue one.
“…ra-ramen,”
came the embarrassed mumble, which had Sasuke snickering.
“Why
am I not surprised?”
“It’s
not the one you have to wait for three-minutes. This one takes time. Pops hates
the instant kind.”
“The
man has good taste, which can’t be said for his ramen-crazed son.”
There
was a childish raspberry blown over the line, as Sasuke discarded the blue
shirt and grabbed a black one. He scowled and tried to compare which was best
for the occasion.
“Guess
who came by to visit today?” he asked.
“Who?”
“My
mother.”
“No
shit! Really?! Did you tell her you were back?”
“No,”
Sasuke replied with a wry smile. “She confessed that she bribed the building’s
landlord to keep her abreast of my whereabouts. So once I returned, he called
to give her a heads up.”
“Oooh…were
you pissed?”
“For
a moment, but I could understand where she was coming from. She was worried
about me, that’s all.”
“Aww,
how sweet.”
“Shut
up,” came the low embarrassed mutter accentuated by twin hues of color on
Sasuke’s cheeks. “I’m going to send you a picture of her in a second…hold on…”
“Whoa…she’s
ho…eh…pretty.”
“Were
you about to say my mom’s hot? Shocking, Uzumaki Naruto. I am shocked.” There
was a grin in his voice, which had Naruto stuttering in denial.
“But
she is though! I mean if no one knew who she was, they might think she’s a
cougar.”
“Gross.
This is my mother we’re talking about, Naruto. Cut out the sexual innuendos,
all right?”
“Yeah,
yeah whatever.”
“Anyway,
we had a long and productive conversation…”
“You
make it sound like it was a business meeting.”
“It
might have been at first,” Sasuke admitted. He reached into his closet for
another shirt. “But we eventually relaxed in each other’s presence and did our
best to get rid of the elephant in the room.”
“Did
it work?”
“I
think so. She’s obviously missed me and wanted to know all about my job and how
things were going, and then the usual motherly things about me eating right and
keeping healthy blah, blah, blah.”
Naruto
laughed. “Sounds about right. My Mom was the same way even on that day after
you left the hospital room. Guess that’s why they are our mothers, right? It’s
their job to be worried to death about us…literally.”
“You’re
not still beating yourself over it, are you?” Sasuke asked for he had noticed
the heaviness in those words.
“No,
no, I’m all right. It’s just…” There was a slight pause before Naruto continued
softly. “The house seems so much bigger and emptier, you know? I mean it’s not
a large house anyway, but you get what I’m saying, right?”
Sasuke
nodded. He had a feeling once he returned to his childhood home, every freaking
room in that house was going to seem vast and hollow.
“Yes,
I do understand,” he replied and finally decided he would go with the white
shirt. “But it will get better in time, Naruto. You’re already making such good
progress moving on with your life.”
“Hm,”
came the lone reply. “And what about you? How’s your progress coming along?”
“One
hurdle was cleared with Mom showing up,” Sasuke admitted as he now searched for
the right blazer to go with the shirt. “I did plan on calling her to see if I
could visit, but she made things so much easier for me.” He pulled out the navy
Calvin Klein piece and caressed the fine fabric gently.
“She
did her best to encourage me to see Dad…when he returns in about a week.”
“Oh?
Where did he go?”
“He’s
in the U.S. on some business trip.”
“Aww…”
“Aww
what?”
“I
bet he traveled around a lot when you were a kid and you never got to spend
much time with him, right?”
“What
are you trying to be? Some shrink trying to figure out why I’m so messed up in
my personal life? That the reason I’m this way is because I got no love from
Daddy Dearest?”
“Just
call me Uzumaki Naruto MD,” came the amused taunt. “My couch services begin at
500,000yen per hour.”
“Fuck
you,” Sasuke said with a light laugh. “Stick to what you do best, Poseidon, and
leave the head shrink roles to the therapists my parents pay an arm and leg for
every fucking month.”
Naruto
whistled in appreciation. “I could use some head cleaning, but seriously
though…have you given it any more thought? Will you work for him if he asks you
to?”
Sasuke
carefully hung up the ensemble, while biting hard on his lower lip. Had he
thought about what he would do or say to his father when the time came?
(every other
waking minute, Naruto)
Yet,
he couldn’t say for sure if he was going to abandon his life on the road for a
more complicated schedule being a part of UchihaCORP. He fell back to his
king-sized bed and rubbed his forehead wearily.
“I
honestly don’t know,” he finally replied as he closed his eyes. “I guess it
will depend on how the conversation with him goes. If I see we’re making no
headway in understanding each other…then you might see me on the next company
car to some obscure town somewhere. If not…”
“You’ll
be calling me from your private jet in England or someplace like that, right?”
Sasuke’s
lips quirked into a small smile. “Maybe. That’s one of the pitfalls of being a
part of such a large cooperation. It’s like being a salesman…but on a much
grander scale. While you sail the seas…I’ll be navigating the skies.”
“How
poetic.”
Sasuke
laughed and rolled onto his stomach. “But enough about me and my poetic skills.
Anything new happening to you besides murdering innocent sea creatures?”
“Dude!
Don’t make it sound like that!” Naruto wailed though he laughed as well. “Just
think. The next time you’re in some fancy restaurant ordering the latest
seafood delicacy, you can imagine me sweating it out here catching it for you.
Be grateful!”
Sasuke
gave a little mock bow. “I’m forever in your debt, and just for that, I’ll make
sure I order the finest sushi for dinner tomorrow.”
“Ooh
a date?”
“Something
like that…”
“What?
Whaaaat? Spill, man. Who’s the lucky lady?”
Sasuke
spun onto his back again; his gaze now trained on the pristine ceiling. “One of
my mom’s best friends. She said they’ve been dying to see me and wanted me to
have dinner with them tomorrow night.” He rolled his eyes. “Oddly enough,
they’ve got a daughter who is about my age and it’s obvious they want us to get
together.”
“Is
she cute?”
“She’s
all right,” Sasuke mumbled. “Mom showed me her picture, and I’ve got to say
she’s definitely changed from the last time I saw her. It’s been years.”
“Hey,
who knows…you two might hit it off and find you’re compatible. You should give
it a chance and see what happens.”
“I
guess…” he replied quietly. He would have been a fool not to have noticed that
Naruto sounded a little too eager for him to be paired off with someone else.
“Oh
and guess what?”
“What?”
Sasuke asked slowly.
“You’re
not the only one who’s probably found a soul mate. I met this…uh…guy about a
week ago, and we’ve been hanging out a lot. He’s a fisherman too, and he and
his family moved in a couple of years ago…”
(stop it)
“…couple
of boats next to ours…”
(stop it
goddamnit!)
“…and
we get to hang out during prep and when we get back from work…”
(I don’t want
to know about it. I don’t want to know about him. I don’t…)
“…really
like him when you come visit,” Naruto finished breathlessly.
There
was a tense silence in which Sasuke’s eyes remained squeezed shut (when he had
closed them again, he had no idea), and the rubbing of his forehead had
intensified. He could feel a headache coming on.
“Sasuke?
You still here?”
“…yes,”
he finally replied tersely. “He sounds…great.”
“He
sure is,” came the cautious response. “…are you okay?”
“Yes.
Why?”
“I
don’t know…you sound…different.”
“No,
I don’t.”
“Are
you upset?”
“Why
should I be upset?”
“Because
you sound pissed off, that’s why.”
“You’re
raising your voice, Naruto.”
“You’ve
got that snotty tone again, Sasuke. Sheesh. Knew I shouldn’t have said anything
about him.”
“I
honestly don’t give a damn about who you decide to date, and I’m happy that
you’ve found someone for you. I really am.”
(I’m just
going to have to find a way to stop making my stomach react in such a queasy
way whenever I picture you in the arms of someone else…that’s all)
“If
you say so.”
An
awkward pregnant pause ensued in which either man remained preoccupied in their
thoughts. It was Naruto who finally broke the silence with a sigh.
“I’ve
gotta get off now. My Pops just walked in.”
“I
see…I…”
“You
know what? Since it seems like whenever we talk about our private lives, we get
all worked up about it, how about we don’t do that anymore?”
“Don’t
be silly, Naruto. If we’re going to be friends, we might as well talk about
everything and anything and that includes whichever man you decide to be with.”
“And
you promise to stop acting like you’ve got a serious case of constipation
whenever I bring it up?”
Sasuke’s
jaw worked for a moment, before replying tightly. “I think I’ll live, Naruto.
I’ll be sure to take lots of laxatives before answering any of your phone calls
from now on.”
“Fuck
you, asshole,” came the insult though it was tinged with amusement. “The same
goes for me. Whenever you start rambling on about whichever girl you banged the
night before, I’ll be throwing up in the bathroom. Forgive whatever retching
sounds you hear.”
Sasuke
chuckled. “Deal.”
“Heh.
All right, seriously now. I’ve got to get off the phone. Call me when you
can…well you know what times to reach me.”
“Sure.
Oh and one more thing before I let you go.”
“What’s
that?”
“Please
tell me you and the new boyfriend haven’t had sex already, have you?”
Naruto
burst into laughter. “Are you serious? That’s the first thing we did when we
got the chance! You should know by now that when I get horny, there’s no
stopping me, Uchiha Sasuke.” There was a blown kiss over the line. “Bye, Mr.
Salesman. Sweet dreams!”
You slut, Sasuke
thought with a shake of his head, though unable to stop the smile to come to
his features as he closed his eyes and allowed the device to slip from his
fingers onto the bed. He wasn’t sure if Naruto had been kidding or not, but did
it matter really? Wasn’t it one of the more fascinating facets of his eccentric
friend? Naruto was anything but ordinary, so how he chose to live his life – no
matter how outrageous – was all part of the charm.
“And
as for me,” he spoke to the rotating ceiling fan. “Maybe I’ll get lucky
tomorrow night once Mommy and Daddy are out of the picture, Hikari-san. It will
definitely be a pleasure getting to know all of you.”
__
Bask
in the golden sands and soar into the sky
Become the brilliantly shining sun
Ride the wind... Spread both of your hands
Before you're entirely broken down
-Gackt
(Oasis)
Five
months.
Five months, three
days and some hours to be exact, Naruto thought morosely as now
skilled fingers straightened out the fishing nets while searching for any torn
sections that needed mending.
So
yes, they still talked on the phone or exchanged emails and text messages, but
those were becoming far and few between these days. Why, their last
conversation alone had been a rushed affair because Sasuke had important
meetings to get to.
(guess he made
his choice after all)
Not
that it should have been surprising. At the back of his mind, Naruto had known
the inevitable (perhaps predictable) outcome. There was just no way Sasuke
would turn down the opportunity to work with his father even if they didn’t see
eye-to-eye all the time.
“The
main reason I chose to stay was because of Itachi,” Sasuke had confided in him
the night after the long-awaited rendezvous with Uchiha Fugaku. “Father
understands and accepts this. So we’ll see how it goes from here.”
Five
long months later, “how things had gone from there” was evident in Sasuke’s
loaded daily schedule. Phone calls or messages seemed to appear from all over
the world now. One time, Sasuke had called from Italy. The next message had
come from somewhere in Venezuela. Two days later, he was speaking from the
Eiffel Tower in Paris - all in the space of one week!
His
coming out to the media was an event in itself as well. Daily the headlines
screamed with something related to him. They simply couldn’t get enough of the
‘mysterious’ young man.
Long Lost Uchiha Son Takes the Spotlight
Uchiha Sasuke Ready to Take Control of UchihaCORP
Stocks Rise at Promise of Future Leader of Uchiha
Legacy
Most Eligible Bachelor – Uchiha Sasuke
Guess Who’s Dating Now? Uchiha Sasuke and Riko
Aiwa! Wedding Bells Ahead?
“God,
he looks so different, doesn’t he?” Hinata had observed one night as they
watched the news where yet again, Sasuke was front and center though not of his
own doing. It was simply cameras following him as he attended an International Economic
Summit in Tokyo. Seeing him dressed in such tailored and flattering business
suits, while flanked by some of the most powerful men in the world, was a sharp
(and almost painful) reminder of just how different their lives really were.
(hard to
believe we spent about a week on the road together sharing junk food and making
use of public restrooms. It feels like something out of a dream now…)
His
movements stilled as he studied his calloused and hardened hands. He flexed
them slowly, a wry smile coming to his lips when he remembered how his father
had praised him for finally developing the physique and stamina of the perfect
fisherman.
“I’ve
got nothing more to teach you, Naruto,” Hashirama had said with pride. “It’s
now up to you to decide if you wish to remain or go out to seek something else
for yourself. The choice is yours.”
My choice,
huh?
He
lifted his head to gaze out to the sea before him. Dusk bathed the waters in
muted sepias and browns; a picturesque sight considering that the spring season
was just around the corner. The town would soon be filled with tourist (
indigenous and foreign) for the great Nanohana festival, and already preparations were in full swing for the event. Most of
the boats would become tourist attractions themselves, offering to charter
passengers across the Bay for an hour of fun and relaxation. Hashirama had
already commissioned two of his smaller boats – Kushina and Konoha – for that
week, and no one could blame him for doing so. The harsh reality was that no
matter how hard they worked, the money wasn’t coming in as much as they’d like
or deserved. The much larger commercial fishing companies were beginning to monopolize
the industry up here, leaving smaller businesses like his father’s in the dust.
The competition was getting stiffer and most of Hashirama’s colleagues had
buckled under the pressure by selling their businesses to the blood-thirsty
piranhas for the extra cash. Naruto had watched in dismay as he father would
try his best to rally and convince them not to give in or be engaged in fierce
arguments with shady men in business suits wanting to have private meetings
with him.
/
“It’s now up to you to decide if you wish to remain or go out to seek something
else for yourself.” /
Is
that why Hashirama had said those words to him? Was he giving Naruto a chance
to leave before finally caving in to the bullies? Was the pressure now so much
that Hashirama felt it necessary to spare his son from the shame of selling the
family business? If that was the case –
“There
you are,” came the familiar breathless voice belonging to his best girlfriend
in the world. “Help me up, Naruto.”
He
smiled and dumped the nets, moving quickly toward the gangway to assist Hinata
unto the boat.
“You
look gorgeous as always,” he complimented with a kiss on her cheek, while
hoping his worries weren’t too evident. Hinata had always been able to read him
like a book, and the last thing he wanted was to have her concerned for his
welfare. “Is that a new dress?”
“You
like it?” She twirled around for him, blushing as he whistled in appreciation.
“I bought it just for you.”
“Well,
I approve,” Naruto bowed and grinned. “Please tell me that delicious smell is
coming from that basket you’re holding. I’m starved!”
She
giggled and nodded. “Yes, indeed. Let’s spread out on the deck and put our feet
up.”
For
the next half-hour, they engaged in ‘girl-talk’ – as Hinata fondly named it –
where they spoke of trivial matters including the new man in her life. Naruto,
ever vigilant and protective, had at first frowned at her decision to date the
‘boring’ looking man who worked as a teacher in his former high school.
However, two days of hanging with the guy, Tanaka was proving himself to be
perfect husband material. He was a geek when it came to his love for teaching
Mathematics, but they at least shared a mutual love for classic manga where his
knowledge of the Gundam universe was unrivaled in Naruto’s humble opinion. He
doted on Hinata and did his best to make her happy whenever they were together.
It really was sickening sometimes to watch the lovebirds cooing and
sweet-talking each other.
“Man,”
Naruto sighed with an added loud belch for emphasis. “That was the best. I
don’t think I can move another muscle.”
Hinata
smiled and lay her head upon his shoulder with a sigh of content. “I’m glad you
liked the food. I made sure to leave some for your father in the fridge for
dinner tonight.”
Naruto
placed a hard kiss of gratitude on her head. “What would I ever do without you,
Hinata-sama?”
She
blushed and wrapped her arms around his waist to hold him tightly; giving a
light squeeze as his strong arm cradled her shoulder and pulled her closer
still. She took a deep breath, almost inhaling his scent greedily. He smelled
wonderful; like rich earth and the sea, and though she knew that their
relationship was purely platonic, a part of her would always wonder and wish
that things could have been different.
She
brushed her lips against the faint scar on his shoulder and closed her eyes,
before asking quietly.
“Has
he called?”
They
both knew who ‘he’ referred to, and Naruto- whose lashes had lowered in
weariness – was forced to be alert again. He bit his lower lip and shook his
head lightly.
“No…but
it shouldn’t be a surprise. He’s busy these days, and in due time he’ll forget
all about us…”
(about me)
“I
don’t think he will,” Hinata replied. “I don’t think he’s the kind of person to
abandon his friends so easily.”
“Meh…”
“You
told me you two talked on the phone constantly for a while there, right?”
“Yeah…like
every other day it seemed like, but then they stopped being so frequent.
Whenever I called or left a message, he wouldn’t reply for days at a time, and
when he did call, he couldn’t stay on for too long because of some business
obligation or another.” Naruto made a face. “I’ve learned not to get too
excited whenever I see his name on the caller ID these days. I realize it’s
going to be yet another perfunctory ten minute conversation before he flies off
to the fucking North Pole or something.”
Hinata
remained silent for a moment before speaking quietly. “Have you ever considered
that it might be hard for him too?”
“What
do you mean?”
She
sat up to pin a hard gaze on him. “You said he ran away from home because he
didn’t want to get involved with his father’s business, right? So can you
imagine how much pressure he must be under to perform well now that he’s joined
the family again? There’s a lot of stuff he’s going to have to deal with, and
I’m sure he’s not exactly having that much fun either.”
“That
photo of him draped around the arm of that model the other night at some fancy
dinner didn’t look like the face of a guy suffering to me.”
She
smacked his arm playfully. “Stop pouting like a big baby, Naruto. Yes, you’re
both in different situations right now, but I have a feeling he still treasures
your messages and phone calls no matter how short or brief they might be. Give
him some time, all right?”
“Pfft!
I’m not waiting forever,” Naruto grumbled, ducking when she made to attack him.
He ended up lifting her upon his shoulders and threatening to dump her into the
ocean. Her loud laughter and breathless pleas for help interjected with his
mock growls of menace.
“Help
me!” she cried dramatically and waved her arms like windmills. “Somebody help
me!”
“Who
can resist a damsel in distress?” came the sudden but amused voice that had the
playful duo coming to a breathless stop.
(it can’t…be…)
Naruto
spun around slowly with Hinata still draped over his shoulder, and eyes
widening by the second in disbelief. He tried to blame the fading light for
making him see things. He told himself that he was imagining the man currently
standing on the pier with one hand buried in the pocket of his dark tailored
pants, and the other holding onto a blazer slung over his shoulder.
(five months,
three days and some hours…it just…can’t…be)
His
mouth opened and shut – the words getting lodged somewhere in his throat. It
was Hinata who finally pushed the hair out of her eyes to gasp out the name
that was still spinning within his head (and heart).
“Sasuke-kun?
Oh my God! It’s really you, Sasuke-kun!”
“Whoa! Hang on there, Hinata! You’re going to fall!” Naruto finally cried out
as the woman all but jumped off his shoulders before clambering off the boat.
She squealed in delight and wrapped her arms around Sasuke in a warm hug, which
he reciprocated with a smile though his gaze was still trained on the flushed
man watching them from the vessel.
“I
can’t believe you’re here!” Hinata was gushing. She cupped Sasuke’s face and
forced his attention on her. “We were just talking about you and…”
Naruto
spun away from the sight and stooped to his haunches to drag the nets, he had
discarded earlier, closer to him. He hated the way he was still trembling from
head to foot; his mind still unable to believe that Sasuke was actually here.
Unannounced. No call. No email. No text. Nothing. Who was he to show up when he
least expected and surprise the hell out of him? This wasn’t right! Sasuke
should have given some kind of hint that he was coming back, that way he was at
least emotionally prepared him for the reunion. Damn the inconsiderate bastard!
He
cursed as he nicked himself against a sharp piece of a lure. He sucked hard on
his bleeding thumb and relished in the pain to keep his mind off the couple
behind him. He winced as he heard their
footsteps approach; his anguish even worse when the boat rocked a little at the
weight of two more people disturbing his sanctuary. He felt the ridiculous urge
to run away and to pretend this wasn’t happening –
“…leave
you two boys to catch up,” Hinata was chirping away; oblivious to the tension
between the men. “I hope you plan on staying longer than one night this time.
I’d really love you to visit our home if you can.”
“Thanks
for the invitation,” Sasuke responded with a polite bow. “I hope I’ll be able
to stay as well.”
Hinata
eyed the back of her friend and gave a small knowing smile. She crossed her
fingers and nodded in understanding. “Good luck,” she whispered and gave him a
final hug before excusing herself and getting off the boat again.
With
Hinata now gone, Naruto desperately wished she would return. Besides the
soothing licks of the tide against the hulls of the boats, the faint cries of
other fishermen still at work or coming in from the sea…there could have been
an icy chasm in the boat at the moment. He continued to thread through the
nets, anything to keep himself busy and to –
“Do
you plan on ignoring me for the rest of the night?” Sasuke finally asked after
a light cough.
Naruto’s
shoulders slumped. “What are you doing here? Just what the hell are you doing
here, Sasuke? Shouldn’t you be in some fancy party or sharing war stories with
your fellow business typhoons?”
He
rose to his feet and turned, ready to hurl more accusations at him, but ended
up being alarmed and embarrassed to find his eyes were filling with tears. “I
thought you had forgotten all about us!”
He
slapped a hand over his mouth, kicking himself inwardly for becoming too
emotional over something as stupid as…as…
“Damn
it!” he cursed and looked away again.
“I’m
sorry, Naruto,” Sasuke said hoarsely with a tentative step forward. “I should
have called -”
“Damn
right you should have!”
“But
I wanted it to be a surprise -”
“Well
congratulations on achieving that. I mean what the hell! I’m not even…”
He
looked down at himself, never realizing how plain his tattered shorts and dingy sleeveless t-shirt looked compared to the
well-dressed man before him. He shyly tugged down the hem of the shirt and took
a step back.
“I
stink,” he stuttered; his face turning bright red in embarrassment. “Didn’t I
tell you, you wouldn’t want to stand next to me?”
Sasuke
shrugged and gave a small smile. He tossed his blazer over several stacked
crates and rolled up the sleeves of his dress-shirt. “So? If Hinata can deal
with your stench, I can stomach it too. Besides, after hanging around lots of
overpowering colognes and perfumes…” He closed his eyes and took a deep breath,
before lifting his lashes again. “I think the fresh sea air will do me some
good.” He nodded toward the nets. “Need some help?”
“Huh?”
Naruto blinked and eyed the equipment before looking back at the man who had –
just a week ago – shaken hands with the Prime Minister of the fucking country!
“What are you talking…?”
“The
nets,” Sasuke said as he walked closer before stooping to his haunches. “Teach
me what to do and I’ll help out. Were you mending them?”
“You…these…I…you
can’t do that!” he wailed in disbelief. “You’re not trained for -”
“Then
teach me,” Sasuke insisted, those dark eyes leaving no room for compromise.
Naruto
felt the heat suffuse his features for this was an added component to the
Uchiha Sasuke he once knew. He had always thought the salesman to be pushy and
stubborn, but damn if these few months being in Daddy’s World hadn’t made him
even more of a tough nut to crack.
“…well
don’t blame me if you hurt yourself,” he grumbled as he knelt beside Sasuke and
began showing him the ropes. In less than a half-hour, both men were sitting
side-by-side, stitching and tightening pieces of the large net. Every now and
then, Sasuke would ask questions about his progress and Naruto had to
reluctantly admire just how fast the other man had gotten the basic gist of the
task. He would steal a glance at Sasuke, still wondering if he ought to pinch
himself as he studied those lean fingers threading in and out of the net. He
didn’t seem to mind that he was probably ruining a suit and shirt that must have
cost thousands, for all his concentration was trained on doing a good job.
“I
still can’t fucking believe it,” Naruto mused with a shake of his head. “I have
a good mind of punching you in the face just to make sure you’re actually
here.”
“It’s
going to hurt, you bastard,” Sasuke mumbled; head still lowered as he worked on
his section. “I’m not as tough as you yet. Fuck!”
“What?”
“Think
I nicked myself,” Sasuke hissed and would have stuck his finger into his mouth
when Naruto slapped a hand over it to prevent him from doing so.
“Wouldn’t
do that if I was you. You’re still new to all this, so sticking your finger in
your mouth is likely to cause you some kind of sickness I doubt you’ll want to
deal with. I’m used to it by now, so no worries.”
“What
are you…?”
Whatever
else he might have asked was lost in a surprised gasp as his finger disappeared
into Naruto’s mouth. Whether it was the immediate warmth around his flesh, or
the wet slightly abrasive sensation of his tongue against the wound, Sasuke’s
features burned at the intimate gesture. His stomach muscles clenched tightly
as he felt the blood being sucked and licked away. It might have lasted an
eternity to him, but it was over just as quickly as it had started. Naruto
released his finger with a light smack and pulled back to eye his brand of
first aid.
“There.
That should stop the bleeding.” He pursed his lips. “Or maybe I should have
just gotten a band aid -”
“Damn
it, Naruto!” Sasuke growled and yanked his hand away from the blond’s grasp;
literally melting in embarrassment as he noticed the smirk on the other’s
visage. The damned bastard had done it on purpose!
“I
was just messing with you,” Naruto said with a laugh. “Payback for showing up
when I least expected.”
“Fuck
you.” He dragged the net closer to him and began to work in earnest; hating how
his insides still churned at just what had transpired. “Next time I’ll make
sure I call, send an email, text, have my personal secretary repeat the process
and make a television and internet announcement about me coming to Yokohama, happy?”
Naruto
grinned. “Works for me.”
“Wonder
what your boyfriend would think if he saw us doing…that.”
Naruto
eyed the lowered head and teased. “Boyfriend? What boyfriend?”
He
barely caught the slight stiffening of Sasuke’s movements. “What happened to
the guy you were so gung-ho over?”
“I’ve
told you a thousand times. His name is Kenji, and yes, we’re still together,”
Naruto replied with a light shrug. “But he’s away for a while. He’s in Okinawa
for some family business.”
“Oh…I
see…”
“And
which rich airhead are you dating now?”
“Haven’t
you been keeping up with the tabloids? Last time I checked, I was dating two
Japanese movie stars and one French model all at the same time. I’m such a
cad.”
Naruto
cackled in delight. “And the womanizer strikes again!”
“It’s
not funny,” Sasuke muttered and held up the net to see what he had accomplished.
“My mom’s freaking out over me finding a woman to settle down with, and I keep
having to remind her that I’m still only in my early twenties for fuck’s sake.
What’s the rush?”
“Well
she’s not getting any younger. The woman’s got to have her grandkids, Sasuke.
Don’t be a meanie and go get some chick pregnant ASAP.”
He
received a painful jab of Sasuke’s elbow against his ribs for that one.
“Ouch!”
Naruto whined and rubbed his side. “How’s Daddy Dearest taking it anyway?”
Sasuke
snorted. “How else? As he always does.” He lowered his voice an octave and put
on a scowl. “Just as long as you find a woman who is suitable for the family, Sasuke,
I do not care what you choose to do in your personal life.”
“He
really said that?”
“Believe
it or not…yes.” Sasuke lowered the net to stare out to the sea in thought.
“He’s changed since I met him. He’s been less…strict. I think Itachi’s death
softened him a little.”
Naruto
nodded slowly. “Death of a loved one does have the ability to do that. It gives
you a better perspective on life, you know? What’s the point of living it with
so much bitterness and pain when you could be enjoying it to the fullest? It’s
why I wake up every morning and thank my lucky stars that I’m alive to see
another day. It doesn’t matter if I end up having a shitty one, but if I can
look back and see that I’ve done at least one productive thing or made someone
happy…it’s all worth it.”
A
lengthy pause accompanied this little speech, and he blushed as he felt the
weight of Sasuke’s gaze on him.
“Just
when I think you can’t surprise me any more with your random bouts of wisdom,”
Sasuke muttered. “You really find ways to amaze me.”
“And
that’s not a bad thing, is it?”
Sasuke
snickered. “No, it’s not Uzumaki Naruto.”
He
eyed the rest of the nets. “How many more do we have to do?”
“Don’t
worry, pretty boy,” Naruto taunted as he rose to his feet and stretched aching
muscles. “The fun is just beginning.”
“What
the…?”
“Grab
onto that anchor there, and let’s get moving! I’ll show you just how much fun
we have on the sea.”
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By
the time they were through, Sasuke felt as if he had worked for a lifetime on
the boat. Naruto had always somehow made the chores involved seem less hectic
than they really were, but after three hours lifting and scrubbing and oiling
and fixing things, he was ready to call it a day.
He
could hear Naruto humming down in the galley, as he trudged up the steps
wearily to get back on deck. How that man still had all the energy to burn was
perplexing, but Sasuke figured it was the advantage of being a fisherman for
some time now. Naruto was used to it already.
He
leaned upon the weathered rail, allowing the cool evening breathe to bathe his
still heated flesh. Once or twice he had been tempted to take of his shirt, but
decided it wasn’t worth it. He was already grimy and his entire ensemble would be
discarded eventually anyway.
(what a
reunion…)
He
smiled; recalling his last minute decision to make a U-turn in coming to
Yokohama. The week had been a long and exhausting one, and it simply all came
to a head when he found himself on the private plane to Hong Kong for a
conference meeting with some potential investors.
(I’m going
insane)
He
had eyed the piles of paperwork before him, where every character on the pages
seemed to jump off the pages to mock him. On his left sat a waiting pile of
RSVPs he had to respond to as soon as possible. On his right sat a
half-finished endive salad and a glass of white wine. He had lifted his gaze to
the chattering beautiful woman sitting across him. His private secretary was
too busy reeling off a list of all the meetings he had to attend in the next
few days, and as she spoke, the constant buzz of his BlackBerry made things
even worse. There was just so much going on, he literally began to feel himself
mentally checking out from his current environment.
(I need…I
can’t…I have to get away from this before I go mad…)
“Cancel…”
he began in a voice that sounded distant…distracted…irritated even.
“What
was that, Sasuke-sama?” his secretary chirped.
“Cancel
my meetings …all of them.”
She
blinked in confusion. “All of them? Even the one with the Prime -?”
“Yes,”
Sasuke cut in quickly. He wrestled with his tie and flung it away as if getting
rid of something bound to choke him. “Tell the pilot we’re making a detour to
Yokohama.”
“Yoko…hama?”
“In
Aomori,” Sasuke clarified. “Tell anyone that asks that I’m taking a break due
to an unforeseen illness. Make up something dreadful enough. I should be back
in commission on Monday.”
And
that was that. He knew his father would be pissed. He knew he’d have investors
and business partners befuddled. He knew the media would have a frenzy
wondering where he had vanished to or which bimbo he was hooking up with now.
Unfortunately, all of that would have to take a backseat for the simple
pleasure of just being here meant
more to him words could ever express.
He
really should have called Naruto to tell him he was coming, but where was the
fun in that? Just seeing that face light up in shock and to see those blue eyes
filling with tears…
He
sighed and rubbed his arms gently.
That
was well worth the impromptu drop-in.
While
working around the ‘Princess Mito’, they had caught up with each other’s lives
where he came to learn more about Hinata’s new relationship, Naruto’s
on-again-off-again boyfriend (apparently they had argued quite a few times) as
well as Sasuke’s shaky relationships with women who meant nothing to him. It
felt good to speak of things other than mergers and acquisitions, and the past
few hours had lifted the tremendous weight of responsibility he had been
shouldering since he made the fateful decision to join his father.
They
spoke of trivial matters; sports, movies, music and otaku subjects. Naruto even
went as far as showing Sasuke his hidden stash of manga he kept in the boat
whenever things got too slow at work. For the most part, conversation and
banter was light and carefree. However, there was one particular line of conversation
that still resonated with him. It was Naruto’s reluctant admission on the true
current state of his father’s fishing business.
He
frowned lightly and looked out to the other boats, now finally noting the much
larger vessels taking up residence. He could see why Hashirama and Naruto were
worried about their livelihood. If these companies were so intent on buying out
the others, it was definitely not a good sign. He had to smirk a little at the
irony of it all, for he and his father were not exactly guilt-free from what
the big businesses were doing. Just in the last month alone, they had acquired
a chain of electronic companies for a sum that still had tongues wagging. It
was a multi-billion (American) dollar deal, and even as he stood here watching
the sea at night; he figured he was currently making at least a million or more
per hour without having to lift a finger. It was mind numbing to say the least,
and he doubted revealing something like that to Naruto would be conducive at
this time. All the same –
“Here
you go,” Naruto offered as he climbed on deck with two cold bottles of beer in
his hands. “A reward for doing such a great job. God knows I’d still be here if
you weren’t around to help.”
Sasuke
accepted with a smile and raised his bottle for a toast before drinking
thirstily. “I thought you said your father had other employees to help.”
“Even
employees need a vacation,” Naruto replied with a chuckle. He sat on the deck
and allowed his feet to dangle over the side of the boat. He patted the space
next to him. “Relax, Mister. You look like you’re about to collapse on your
feet anyway. All that office work’s made you soft.”
“Well
sorry for not being as tanned and muscle-bound as you,” came the tease as he
watched Naruto remove the piece of cloth he had wrapped around his head to
allow the now shoulder-length blond hair to fall to his shoulders and face.
Ever resourceful, a rubber band was whipped out from the pair of shorts he was
wearing to hold up the front part of his hair. The end result was Naruto
looking like a porcupine with a bad hair day.
Sasuke
could feel it bubbling from the pit of his stomach, and for several seconds, he
really did try to control his laughter, but eventually gave up the fight. It
spilled out of him; a carefree, joyous sound that would have made those who
knew him well stunned at its genuine nature.
Naruto
included.
He
had no idea what the hell was so funny, and though a part of him screamed to
take advantage of this moment to steal a kiss from those lips, he shook his
head and settled for swallowing some more of his beer. However, he nearly
choked on it when there was the sudden sensation of a head falling upon his
shoulder.
“Sas-Sasuke?”
he stuttered in mild panic.
“Can
I?” came the low mumble once the laughter had subsided to low chuckles. “Your
boyfriend won’t be upset if I stay like this, would he?”
“He’s
not here,” Naruto muttered shyly.
“Good
for me then.”
“What
does that mean?”
“Whatever
you want it to mean,” Sasuke drawled and helped himself to the rest of his
beverage. Maybe it was the combination of the alcohol and the weariness of the
day, but right now, all he wanted to do was remain in this position and not
move a muscle –
(for the rest
of my life)
He
closed his eyes and allowed himself to drift off again. The lull of the boat
bobbing gently, the cool evening breeze, the strong shoulder beneath his head,
the smell of Naruto – warm, earthy, real – hard to explain really. But for all those hours, days and weeks he had spent in
the confines of political correctness and dutiful responsibilities, this was a
freedom he wouldn’t mind experiencing for a while.
“I
want…” he began softly.
Naruto
stopped humming and swinging his legs to eye the man still slumped against him.
“You what?”
“Nanohana…” Sasuke whispered.
“The
flowers?”
Sasuke
nodded slowly. “Uh huh…I want to see them with you…again…”
Naruto
smiled tenderly. “Sure. We’ll go tomorrow if you like.” He paused and then
asked quietly. “Does this mean you’re going to spend the night with us?”
“If
you want…can I stay?”
Naruto
took a deep breath and gave in to at least one thing. He wrapped his arm around
Sasuke’s waist to hold him close.
“As
if you needed to ask,” he murmured into the dark hair. “You can stay for as
long as you like, whenever you like, and wherever you like. I’ll always be here
for you, my friend.”
His
response came in the form of a barely audible snore and the clang of the empty
bottle slipping from Sasuke’s limp fingers. The poor guy was so tired, he had
already fallen asleep.
“Man…so
soft. I might have to toughen you up before you leave this place,” Naruto
teased and leaned against the crates stacked to get them more comfortable.
It
was all right if they fell asleep here, he mused as he looked to the heavens
and began to count the stars as best he could.
Come
morning, Sasuke would still be here. For though he knew that their lives would
be diverged once the weekend was over, Naruto hoped and prayed there would
eventually come a day of convergence – one that could never be broken by what society expected of them.
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