Chapter Three:
To say that things had grown uncomfortable amongst the
teenagers would have been the understatement of the year. Their sullen mood had
ended up making supper almost too quiet and gloomy for the others. Despite
Kakashi’s jokes and Daisuke’s tales and even Hanase’s attempts to tease Sakura,
no one could get the three young shinobi to even give a polite smile. They only
gave half-hearted replies and hardly looked at anyone…least of all, each other.
It was beginning to irritate Kakashi to no end.
Once the meals were cleared and the rest of the
grown-ups ready to call it a night, Sasuke excused himself and wandered off
somewhere. Both Sakura and Naruto gave him quick but wary looks though they
stubbornly refused to move from their spots…or not. Three minutes had barely
gone by, since the genius’s disappearance, when Sakura got to her feet to
follow.
“Where are you going to?” Kakashi asked in a
deceptively lazy tone. His face was hidden behind his romance novel,
successfully hiding his expression from view.
The pink-haired girl tossed her head as if daring the
jounin to refute her reply. “I am going to find Sasuke.”
There was a shrug from the older man. “And what if he
doesn’t want to be found, Sakura? Did you think about that?”
Yes, she had, but she didn’t need him to tell her
about it. “I need to speak to him,” she retorted a bit coldly as her glance
went towards the blond shinobi who was making an attempt to crawl into his
sleeping bag without being noticed. The image of the naked boy flashed through
her mind and she felt the dull currents of anger she had thought she had under
control, flow through her being again. There really was nothing to get upset
about, she kept telling herself. If one would have looked at the situation, it
was obvious that Naruto had been trying to get away from Sasuke in the first
place.
/He
might be…Sasuke might be the one who’s gay after all./
She sighed and turned back to face her teacher, only
to gasp softly in surprise as she found herself staring into those knowledgeable
depths. Suddenly feeling defensive, she raised trembling hands to caress her
necklace and asked quickly, “Well…may…may I go now?”
Kakashi shrugged again. “I do not like you going off
on your own, Sakura, especially at this time of the night…”
“I can take care of myself, thank you,” she snapped
coldly. “If I don’t leave now, I won’t be able to catch up.”
“Fine, fine,” he agreed with a heavy sigh. What was
the point in arguing with a determined girl who was too stubborn to realize
what was going on about her. He spared a glance at Naruto. The kyuubi was still
having issues with his sleeping bag and was currently eyeing the zipper as if
it were the cause of all his problems. Kakashi felt something lurch in his
chest at the almost pained expression on the teen’s face. If there was anyone
that needed advice and help now, it was Naruto…
“Sensei…”
“I said you could go, Sakura, but I expect both of you
to be back here in an hour. You each have to keep watch tonight.”
She gave a soft nod and began to move towards the path
she had seen her teammate walk through. She would find out the truth once and
for all and save herself the grief of having to know that her love was never
going to be returned.
# #
Naruto finally figured out why the zipper was stuck. A
piece of the sleeping bag cloth had stuck itself into it and with one final
hard yank, he pulled it out barely noticing the small cut he had given to
himself in the process. The bright red of blood upon his thumb was swallowed
within his mouth as he sucked hard on it. It would heal quickly. It almost
always did. It was as if the beast within him had an insatiable appetite for
his blood and fed off it at any opportunity.
He could hear Hanase and Daisuke giggling and laughing
amongst themselves and for the first time all day, he felt an emotion close to
envy sear through his being. Why couldn’t he find a normal girl to fall in love
with? Any hope of getting close to Sakura was completely out of the question
now. Years of being knocked around and given the cold shoulder could make one
jaded about such things.
He lay within the warm confines of his sleeping bag
and stared blindly at the dying embers of the campfire. Absently, his fingers
caressed his wrists gently.
The
bracelet…
He had to get it back from Sasuke as soon as possible.
Perhaps it was the thing causing his teammate to act this…strange. Perhaps the old woman had also put a love potion or
something inside of it to make them both act this crazy. On any other ordinary
day, Sasuke would never have gone out of his way to…
His mind couldn’t conjure up the word ‘seduce’ and so
he settled for something else.
…harass him like this. He bit his lower lip and
groaned softly as the lingering taste of Sasuke’s kiss caused him to shift
restlessly. The more they did it, the better it seemed to become. Naruto’s face
heated up and he burrowed deeper within the bag. Sasuke had ‘stolen’ his first
kiss and making it become a habit would have to stop soon or Naruto was sure he
would never be able to resist the next time such an opportunity came up.
I
think I had just better try not to be alone with him again, that’s all, he
thought with a firm nod. It should be easy to do. He would beg Kakashi, if need
be, to allow him to lead the group. Besides, Sakura would clearly love the
chance to be with Sasuke, wouldn’t she?
He vaguely wondered what she must have been thinking
when she had seen them on shore earlier. Naruto had still been unable to look
at her and had blindly reached for his shorts from Sasuke to slip into them
quickly. He hadn’t even remained to see what would have happened next. Like a
coward, he had run back to the camp and ignored the bewildered looks that came
his way. The entire situation had been too embarrassing to talk about.
Somehow, it all boiled down to Sasuke. Everything always
seemed to boil down to Sasuke. The guy was making everyone’s life a living hell
without even trying.
Damn…
“Stop mumbling and try to get some rest, Naruto,” came
the low drawl that had the blond stiffening in surprise. Had he been saying all
of that aloud? Or was Kakashi-sensei just being obnoxious again? He turned
around to glance at the teacher and to his chagrin, the jounin still had his
nose stuck in his book. It was a bit annoying when you really thought about it.
Fine. He would stop thinking about anything and just
sleep it off. He would wait until everyone was fast asleep before searching
through Sasuke’s things for his bracelet. The sooner he got it, the quicker he
could get rid of this curse that was ruining both their lives.
Or so he thought…
# #
Sasuke sat upon the rather huge boulder and raised the
silver jewelry a bit higher to take a good look at it.
It was rather simple - just a plain amulet-type thing
that wouldn’t have caught anyone’s eye at first glance. But underneath the pale
evening moon, it glittered and glowed like something ethereal in his grasp. It
also felt incredibly warm and he knew it wasn’t just from his body heat. The
letters of Naruto’s name were still etched on the inside and they seemed even
more pronounced than they were earlier this morning.
Just what was Naruto doing with a bracelet like this?
He wouldn’t have thought that the blond shinobi was into jewelry. Or perhaps
this was something special to him.
A frown creased his handsome features. Naruto had
looked rather desperate to get it back, so it had to mean something more than
just an ordinary piece of…
“What are you looking at?”
Fuck!
He tucked the bracelet away quickly and spun around to
face the pink-haired girl that stood beside him with her hands behind her back.
Thanks to the brightness of the moon, Sasuke could make out the faint blush on
her cheeks, but there was a look in her eyes that told him otherwise. She had
still not forgotten what had happened by the river. Not that such a thing could
be forgotten so easily.
He didn’t care…did he?
“Nothing,” he finally replied as he turned back to
face the lush landscape before them. “Shouldn’t you be resting?” he asked a bit
too curtly, still cursing himself inwardly for letting his guard down so
easily. He should have been able to sense her coming or worse, any enemy
approaching. Thinking about Naruto this much was beginning to affect him in
more ways than one.
“It wasn’t nothing,” Sakura muttered and inwardly they
both knew that the reply did not just apply to their current position. Her
hands reached for the necklace to caress it again. She really didn’t know why
she was doing this but it gave her a sense of comfort and security…somehow.
“Why…” she swallowed tightly and tried again, unable
to stare at the strong and unyielding back of the boy she had always loved.
“Why won’t you talk to me, Sasuke?”
“I am not sure I understand what you are trying to
say, Sakura,” he replied smoothly as the hairs at the back of his neck began to
prickle in awareness.
Someone else was watching them.
“Yes, you do know, Sasuke,” she continued persistently
as she walked around the rock to stand before him. She lifted her gaze to stare
into the passive expression on the handsome visage above her. Her eyes
shimmered with unshed tears as she recognized the stubborn look. He wasn’t
going to tell her anything as usual. He was going to ignore her or worse insult
her again.
“You are cruel, Sasuke,” she said in growing
desperation. “You are cruel! To me,
to…to…Naruto…to everyone!” The tears were beginning to fall now and she was
powerless to stop them. “You think you seek revenge for what your brother did
to you, but you are turning out to be just like him! Selfish and cruel!”
He felt his blood run cold. His hands tightened into
fists as he grit his teeth at the comparison. For one wild moment, the thought
of wrapping his fingers around the pale neck before him and choking the life
out of her, consumed him to the point of insanity. He growled and closed his
eyes, trying to calm himself before giving in to his anger. He was not Itachi.
He could never be like his brother. He would make sure of that. He stuck his
hand within the pocket of his uniform and his fingers came in contact with the
cold and then warm bracelet. Like a lifeline, he grasped it as tightly as
possible, feeling a slow but welcome rush of rationale and serenity flow
through his being.
He would be okay now. Sakura was obviously distraught.
She really did have to go and get some rest.
“I am not distraught!!”
The vehement cry had Sasuke opening his eyes in
surprise. He had not been aware that he had said his thoughts out loud, but
from Sakura’s obvious response, he guessed he must have. He stared at her
tear-streaked face and felt a rare but undeniable feeling of pity for her.
“Why don’t you go ahead and ask me the
question, Sakura?” he murmured softly. “It’s practically burning a hole on your
tongue.”
The girl shuddered and covered her face with her
hands. She sobbed helplessly knowing it was inevitable. She didn’t need to ask.
She had already gotten her answer and she would have to deal with it whether
she liked it or not.
Naruto. Of all people, it had to be Naruto.
“Lee…Lee likes you, Sakura,” Sasuke continued quietly
as his fingers continued to caress the bracelet gently. “He gave you that
necklace you keep touching all the time.” He smiled softly and Sakura, who had
lifted her head to gape at him, noticed the lazy action with a swelling sense
of jealousy. That smile was not for her. That beautiful smile that seemed to
light up his entire visage was never going to be for her.
“Why don’t you go to him, Sakura?”
“You are insane,” she retorted in a trembling voice.
“Lee-san is a good friend to me! I cannot abuse that trust!”
“Is he…really?” The bracelet was so warm. It felt like
he was touching Naruto all over again and much to his surprise, he felt himself
getting hard down there again. He shifted restlessly and lowered his head,
trying hard to stop his cheeks from burning at the image that was now filling
his mind.
Sakura, too distraught over Sasuke’s comment, failed
to notice the quickened breathing or the flushed look on the teen’s face. “Yes,
he is really! Lee-san would never do anything like…like what you did to me!”
Sasuke was having a very hard time thinking coherently now and somewhere at the back of his mind, he had the feeling that the damn bracelet was causing him to feel this way. He wanted to release his grip on the jewelry but the sensation he was feeling now was too good to let go of. He groaned and closed his eyes.
Sweet, Kami, but Naruto’s hands on his skin was just
too much for him to take. He was practically burning up now.
“Sas…Sasuke?” came the trembling whisper from Sakura
as she finally noticed the teen’s odd behavior. Sasuke seemed to be swaying.
“Sasuke?! Are you alright?”
Keep…touching…me…Naruto…
# #
The blond’s brows furrowed. Had someone called his
name?
No, that was impossible. It was probably just him
imagining things again.
And with a soft sigh, he rolled onto his back and went
back to dreams that were filled with thoughts of eating Ichiraku’s ramen.
# #
Fire.
It was like fire burning through his very soul. He was
so hard now, he knew he was bound to explode at any minute.
“Sas…uke…” She reached out tentatively to touch him,
only to stifle a scream of terror as his hand gripped her wrist tightly to hold
it prisoner. She found herself staring into blood red eyes that blazed with an
emotion that bordered on madness.
Sasuke was breathing extremely hard at this time. A
light sheen of sweat had broken out on his brow and for a moment, Sakura was
sure she was seeing the same Sasuke that had been cursed by Orochimaru’s seal,
five years ago. She could sense that feeling of lust for blood and death around
the teenager and for the first time in a long while, she felt her skin grow
cold at the thought of losing her life like this.
“Sasuke!” she screamed as she felt her wrist being
crushed within his grasp. The pain was blinding and she almost lost
consciousness as she struggled to maintain her wits about her. “It’s me,
Sakura! Let me go!!”
She futilely tried to push him away, knowing full well
how useless it was as he was so much stronger than she could ever be, but the
push seemed to be enough as he suddenly released her with a light grunt. His
hand had slipped away from his death grip on the bracelet and as he staggered
backwards weakly, he blinked slowly as if trying to get a sense of orientation
again.
What the hell had just happened?
“Sakura?” he called out softly as he lifted his gaze
to meet the fearful ones of the girl who was now holding her wrist and moving
away from him. “Sakura…did I…?”
“Is the curse coming back?” she asked softly, trying
hard to squash down her panic. “Is that it? Is the curse coming back?!”
He shook his head slowly, his fingers reaching to
caress the now sealed curse upon his neck. No, it definitely wasn’t the seal’s
fault this time. He glanced at the slight bulge within his jacket.
This
bracelet….
“Is everything alright here?” Kakashi asked as he
suddenly appeared before the silent teens with a raised brow. He was no fool
for he had sensed the uncomfortable tension in the air. He eyed Sakura with a
light frown motioning for her to show him the damage done. Knowing that trying
to explain what had happened wouldn’t help matters, she did as she was told and
held up the broken wrist for the teacher to inspect.
Sasuke spun on his heels and began to make his way
back to the camp, his hand still placed against his head as if trying to stop a
pounding headache or worse.
Kakashi and Sakura watched him, both with wary
expressions on their faces. Once he was out of sight, she asked softly.
“Is it the…?”
“No,” the jounin replied quickly as he tried to heal
as much of the wound as possible. “It could be just a…relapse.”
The girl raised a brow in skepticism. “Relapse? What in the world are you
talking about?”
“It could be something you said to him to make him
feel that way, Sakura.” He moved her wrist a little. “How does that feel now?”
“Good,” she responded and then continued softly. “I
did compare him to Itachi…maybe…maybe that was what got him upset…?”
Kakashi stared at the lowered head and thought
carefully on a suitable reply. He had a feeling that it wasn’t just because of
that. But to appease Sakura, he would have to agree with that logic.
“Yeah,” he finally replied with a reassuring smile.
“That would probably be it. You shouldn’t have compared him to his brother. You
know the way he feels about that.”
If it were anymore possible, she lowered her head and
sniffled softly. “I just screw things up all the time, don’t I, sensei? Maybe I
shouldn’t even be around here anymore…”
Her eyes flew open in surprise as she found herself
suddenly engulfed in a warm hug.
A hug. That was what she had
really needed all this time, wasn’t it? For someone to hold her and to tell her
that everything was going to be all right, wasn’t it?
“Sen…sei…” she mumbled thickly as she wrapped her arms tightly around his strong form to sob silently into it. It wasn’t Sasuke, but for now, she would take just about anyone ready and willing to help her out of her predicament. She had never felt so alone in her life before.
As for Kakashi, he could only offer her this small sense
of comfort. He glanced at the object hovering a few but rather indiscreet feet
away from them, with a light frown. He, too, wasn’t really sure of what had
happened to Sasuke, but one thing was for sure – things weren’t going to get
any easier for any of them.
# #
Gaara frowned lightly at all he had seen.
It was obvious that the girl had feelings for the
Uchiha survivor, but Sasuke for his part had shown no interest in pursuing
those feelings.
And then there had been that odd moment when the chuunin
had tried to kill the girl. Gaara had felt a similar and all too familiar rush
of adrenaline flow through his body at the thought of eliminating the female.
His fingers had tightened into clenched fists on his lap, his body trembling
slightly as his breathing quickened with each movement from the couple.
He still wasn’t sure of what had brought about the
sudden change in Sasuke, but whatever it was, Gaara knew he wanted, no needed to have a bit of it. He had never
felt such a rush of ‘power’ before…well
at least for a long time now. He almost missed having that sense of
invincibility and wanted to reclaim it back by all means possible.
He needed to go to sleep, but his curiosity had him
following the genius chuunin again to see what he could be up to now. And so
settling back against the wall of his bedroom, he closed his real eyes and
allowed his third to do the ‘seeing’ for him all over again.
# #
Sasuke stumbled back to the camp, groaning softly as
he fell to his knees. He still felt a bit woozy, but was otherwise fine.
Thankfully, the bracelet had stopped burning a hole in his pocket and his urge
to touch it again had dwindled to nothing – which was a good thing or he wasn’t
sure he could explain his sudden need to screw Naruto to the ground to anyone.
The Miura group had all fallen asleep and as he pulled
his bag open, he spared a glance at the object of his thoughts for the past
hour or more. Naruto was sprawled halfway out of his sleeping bag. His mouth
was wide open and a thin line of drool trailed down his chin. Sasuke shook his
head in disbelief and rubbed a hand over his eyes, idly wondering why those
images of he and Naruto doing the most unimaginable and rather obscene acts of
lovemaking had come to his mind on that rock.
Strange…
He shook his head again and slipped within his
sleeping bag, forcing himself not to think of anything else anymore. The dull
sensation of being watched still hadn’t let go of his thoughts as well, but he
would deal with that in the morning.
Right now, he was so tired…he could barely…think…
# #
Gaara’s eyes flew open and he stared blindly at the
wall before him.
There was an attraction there. That was what it was.
He had been so excited at seeing the two boys the first time around that he had
failed to notice the tension between them. But now, he had noticed it from the
look the Uchiha boy had given to the one called Naruto.
His frown deepened.
What did that look mean? Could it be that the Uchiha
boy had a liking for the blond one? Perhaps they had already done that thing that Kikaida had done to him? Was
that why the Uchiha boy was acting so…strange?
He bit his lower lip and lay back on his futon with
his eyes wide open. There was a dull flame licking away at the pit of his
stomach. He did not recognize it as jealousy, or perhaps it was that he refused
to acknowledge it. But still, he didn’t like it. He didn’t like that look at
all.
He turned to his side and tried to will himself to
sleep. In a day, they would arrive in his village. And as he closed his eyes,
he vowed to himself to gorge out the eyes of the Uchiha boy if he even dared to
look at Naruto in that way again.
# #
In over fifty years of practice, Ojou-san wasn’t one
to make silly mistakes, especially in her line of work. She had counseled many
troubled marriages and relationships. She had healed many ailments and wounds
with her wide range of medicines and herbs. Her healing jutsu was the most
respected in the village and even the Hokages had come to her for help on more
than one occasion.
But as she stared at the simple, plain bracelet on the
table before her, she couldn’t help wondering if for the first time in over
fifty years, she might have actually made a mistake.
Her intentions had been to give the kyuubi a bracelet
that would have set his restless heart at ease with the finding of true love.
If it had been a girl, then perhaps things would have been all right. Romantic
interests between a boy and a girl were usually sweet and blossomed over time.
The bracelet would bloom along with the couple and might make them both
fruitful in the years to come.
No one had told her about the love between two boys or
men and its effect on the bracelet. It was all well and good that she had known
that Uzumaki Naruto and Uchiha Sasuke had feelings for one another and that the
bracelet would naturally show who they cared for…
But.
What could happen to a bracelet that was influenced by
intense emotions from not one or two, but three
people? Jealousy? Need? Lust? Desire? Would it lead them to madness? To the
depths of hell and back? To the very brink of insanity, so consumed with their
need to be with each other that they lost all sense of being or worse their
humanity?
Her hands trembled slightly as she watched the flame
from the candle flicker back and forth in the silent room.
Three boys. Each with restless demons within them.
The flame flickered a bit faster.
Ah…perhaps she had made a mistake then…
The flame went out and darkness fell suddenly like a
cloak of the very demon itself.