My Apartment
Thursday, 9.50pm:
“I’m home,” I announce as loudly as I can since I’m downright exhausted and
barely able to raise my voice past a certain level.
“Welcome back!” Duo replies, sticking his head out of the bathroom door to wave
at me with a toothbrush in his hand. “Damn you look like shit.”
“And I love you too,” I say with a chuckle, leaning close to kiss his
toothpaste-filled mouth softly. Thanks to my weekend ‘off’, and my need to make
up the lost hours, I’ve been scheduled to work at the store during the week.
“How did the job hunting go?”
He holds up a hand, runs to the sink and rinses quickly before replying with a
wide grin on his visage. “Sid’s got a spot for me on the weekends. I can work
on a few things around the shop until they feel comfortable enough to let me
work on a machine. Man, I can’t wait!”
Peeling out of my uniform, I nod in agreement, feeling genuinely happy for him.
“That’s great, Duo. Although, I still wonder why you want to work when you’ve
got…”
“Don’t even go there, pal,” he cuts in with a wave of his hand. “I’ve gotta
keep myself busy until…at least until school’s over. A little spare cash from
getting down and dirty will make me feel better. You understand, don’t you?”
Yes, I do understand. My parents would have been more than content to give me
an allowance each week and I wouldn’t have to lift a finger until I get into
the family business. But I had moved out of home and sought my independence for
a reason. I didn’t want to rely on them for the rest of my life and I can only
assume that Duo feels the need to establish himself as a man capable of working
to earn his keep. I’ve got to remember that living in the lap of luxury is
something still ‘new’ to him. He has always struggled to get by in life and he
doesn’t want to forget where he has come from.
A quick shower and change of clothes later, I’m digging through a succulent
dinner of ramen in a cup. Since Duo’s moved in with me, I think I’ve been
spoiled by the different meals he tends to come up with each evening. I must
have mentioned how great of a cook he is and I was hoping he’d perform wonders
again tonight. However, he was all too happy to show me the empty pantry and
fridge, saying I hadn’t left any money for grocery shopping. And then he begins
to rant about how I work at a grocery store and yet can’t remember to get
anything for the apartment. I am quick to remind him that he could have at
least called me at work to let me know and I would have picked up a few things
on the way home. I think that made his argument moot since he turns away to
focus on his schoolwork.
Since the incident with Relena on Monday, nothing really earth-shattering has
happened, much to my relief. Career Day was a success. No fights broke out,
students were generally well behaved and Kenzo couldn’t stop grinning with
pride after praising him for doing a spectacular job. Relena, for her part, was
approached by Duo, Wufei, Quatre and Trowa who all apologized for their
behavior. Naturally, she forgave them….but not without a condition and that was
for them to all participate in the Winter Ball coming up in a few weeks. She
promised they wouldn’t have to be in drag or anything of the sort but they
would have to play hosts to all the girls that were bound to show up that
evening. Of course, I wasn’t spared from this new role and I’m already dreading
it with a passion. I took the time to ask her how things were going with Akiko,
but she wouldn’t say much about it anymore. She simply smiled and said things
are going as well as can be expected. I did see her draped on the arm of Akira
Yoshikata, a boy from Class 3-C, yesterday and both looked quite lively in each
other’s company. I decided to let sleeping dogs lie. If Relena has found
herself a new partner and she’s happy with it, then who am I to complain?
Unfortunately, there have been some reports of students still selling and
trading XTC around the school grounds despite the strict rules that have been
enforced regarding drug use. I had to write up a report regarding two third
year students which was then sent to the administration. On Friday, there will
be an Appropriations committee set up with me as a part of it. We’re really
going to have to set a zero tolerance policy or Hamida’s arrest would have been
for naught.
Our school’s music program is in full swing as well, since the Annual Christmas
Concert is around the corner. If you remember Quatre and Trowa were one of the
lucky few to be selected for the great event and I for one cannot wait to watch
their performance. I know those two have been working hard and practicing for
hours to get their parts just right and watching them beneath the lights in
that Grand Hall will be the highlight of their young musical careers.
This brings me to Wufei, who – I’ll confess – has been a puzzle to me the last
few days. There hasn’t been a drastic change if that’s what you’re thinking.
He’s still as polite and courteous as he’s ever been and still keeps to himself
most of the time. I just can’t quite place my finger on it and gnawing on my
pen in thought isn’t going to help me much either.
“Say…Duo,” I begin slowly, while staring at the polynomial equation before me.
“Have you noticed anything weird about Wufei lately?”
He lifts his head from his history book and blinks at me in confusion. “Huh?”
“Wufei,” I explain patiently. Compare the graphs of f(x) = 5x3 - 4x2 - 23x +
24 and g(x) = 5x3 by zooming out several times. This shouldn’t be too
difficult.
“What about Wufei?” He’s hidden his face behind the large textbook again.
“Hasn’t he been a bit…quiet?”
“He’s always been quiet.”
“Well, not quiet…quiet, if you get what I mean…”
“Honestly, Heero, I’d be lying if I said I understood a damn thing coming out
of your mouth right now. I’ve got the Shogun and Meiji era running around in my
mind and talking about Wufei and his issues is the least of my worries.”
I lift my gaze, surprised at the sudden outburst. “Geez, slow down, Duo. We’re
all stressed out but you don’t have to snap at me like that.”
He lowers the book and gives me a small smile of apology. “Sorry. I’ve got a
mock test tomorrow and need to memorize these dates ASAP. But to answer your
question, yeah, he’s been a bit quiet or maybe contemplative should be the
right word. I asked him about it yesterday and he wouldn’t say anything.”
“Do you think he’s still wallowing in misery over losing Nia?”
“Doubt it,” Duo replies with a shrug and flips the next page of the book.
“You’re closer to him than I am. Why don’t you go work your magic on him like
you did Relena?”
I narrow my gaze, wondering if he’s being sarcastic but on closer inspection, I
sense none of that from him. “I think I’m going to set him up with Dorothy.”
Duo slams the book down and gawks at me, his eyes as wide as saucers. “You’re
really still thinking about that?! Are you out of your mind, Heero? They’ll
kill each other!”
I shake my head slowly, now feeling a tiny flare of excitement in the pit of my
stomach. “No, no I don’t think so. I think they have more in common than they’d
like to admit.”
“So yeah, they’re in the kendo club…”
“Besides that,” I cut in quickly. “Even Relena says that Dorothy’s interested
in Wufei.”
“Dorothy’s psychotic,” Duo mumbles and seems to shiver. “I swear those eyes of
hers, when she looks at me, I feel she’s picking my soul apart or ripping my
heart into shreds with those talons called eyebrows…”
“Duo!” I shouldn’t be laughing, honestly. That’s just such a cruel thing to say
but I can’t help it. He does have a point though. Dorothy does have the
tendency to intimidate people especially if you aren’t on friendly terms with
her. She’s just as outspoken as Relena but in a different way. She’s got a
quiet, almost deadly calm about her when she sets her mind to getting something
done. I guess she wasn’t made the Kendo Club President for nothing.
“They are both strong-willed and…”
“…need to be in control,” Duo finishes with a firm nod. “Trust me, Heero. This
is a match made in chaotic heaven. Just leave them alone.”
No, I can’t leave it alone. Wufei’s been my best friend even before Duo came
into the picture. I’ve seen him through hard and good times and this is the
least I can do for him. But first, I’ll have to find out his feelings for
Dorothy. There’s no point in setting up a date if he hates her guts. Although,
the image of both of them bent over the microphones and wires in my office the
other day, reminds me of how good they work together.
“I’ve got a plan,” I finally say as I solve the equation quickly, grinning at
my ingenious thought. “And I’m going to need your help, Duo….and don’t even
think of backing out! You owe me one.”
Fujisaki High School
The Dojo
Thursday 1.21pm:
“You’ve got to be kidding me,” Duo grumbles as he tugs the white yukata
restlessly. “I can’t fucking believe I’m doing this. I don’t know the first
thing about kendo, Heero! They’ll slaughter me in there!”
“You’ll be fine,” I reassure him while tossing a wooden shinai in his
direction. He barely catches it, his glare speaking volumes as the loud sounds
of students practicing in the other room drift through the door to the
equipment room. I tighten the dark blue sash of the hakama around my
waist, smiling a little at the familiar sensation of the cloth against my skin.
Although I’m not in the kendo club and don’t practice the martial art as much
these days, I do know the fundamentals. My father was my teacher and we still
spar whenever we have the chance to do so.
“Ready?” I ask, eyeing my reluctant partner, who looks quite good in the
uniform and with that long braid of his trailing down his back like that, I’m reminded
of brave samurais from the past.
“Yeah, about as ready as getting sent to an electric chair.”
Laughing softly, I pull him close to me to seize his lips in a hard kiss. I
pull away a little to whisper. “Don’t worry. Anyone dares to harm a hair on
your head, I’ll be more than happy to kill him for you.”
Enjoying the flush of color on his cheeks at my statement, I push open the
doors and step into the large open space that makes up the dojo. The floor is
of fine polished wood – not too slippery – but clearly worn with years of use
and abuse. Anyone who has the misfortune of falling on it was sure to feel the
pain. There are about twenty students seated along the walls while twenty more
are in the middle of the room, all with partners and practicing basic routines
and skills. Looking around quickly, I can see Dorothy standing against a wall,
dressed in her outfit with a frown of concentration on her features. Every now
and then, she’d yell out a command and the students would follow her
instructions to a T. It really is impressive to watch.
“Hey guys. What evil wind possessed you both to join us today?”
Duo and I turn to face Wufei, who looks pretty damn good in his uniform. It’s
still amazing to me that no one has claimed my friend as a companion yet. He’s
got the looks and charm and yet…
“Don’t look at me,” Duo’s saying. “I’m not the one with the hair-brained idea
to get yo…ouch!”
I had nudged him in the ribs, giving him a quick glare as a reminder that this
is supposed to be a secret plan.
“Heero Yuy coming up with a plan?” Wufei says with a laugh. “Now I know the
world’s definitely ending.”
“Hey, what’s that supposed to mean?”
“Mad at me, Yuy?” he says with a smirk. “How about we settle it with our
swords?” He twirls his shinai in one hand and nods towards the middle of
the room. “I can get the others to clear out and we can fight.”
“Sure,” I reply, feeling my lips curve into a matching smirk. “Just don’t whine
when I defeat you easily, Chang.”
“Dream on, Yuy,” he says with another laugh, although there’s a determined look
in those dark eyes now. “Hold on, I’ll be right back. Let me tell the others.”
“Now remember what you have to do, Duo,” I whisper to him.
“Yeah, yeah, go to Dorothy and ask her to teach me the basics and then try to
find out how she feels about Wufei. Anything else, Captain? Because I swear if
she gets too serious with me, I won’t fail to go medieval on her ass…”
“You’ll be fine,” I say, trying not to laugh at the image of Duo chasing
Dorothy around the dojo with the wooden sword. “Now go before she wonders why
we’re standing here doing nothing.”
With a heavy sigh, Duo trudges off to meet his doom…eh…Dorothy just as Wufei
comes back to me. “Ready whenever you are, Yuy. Will you need the protective
gear…?”
“No,” I reply quickly, noticing the look of respect that fills his eyes. “We’ll
just have to be careful. Besides, the extra gear tends to weigh me down. Let’s
do this.”
We make our way to the middle of the room, my entire being thrumming with an
excitement I haven’t felt in quite some time. It’s been a while since I’ve had
a sparring match with anyone and I can’t help wondering if my skills are still
as good as they used to be. I have a feeling I’m going to seem like an amateur
compared to Wufei, who practices at least three times a week.
We take a bow, now aware that we’re getting a few interested looks in our
direction. Old habits die hard as I immediately fall into a wakki-gakame
– a ready position with the shinai downward and facing my right foot.
“Not bad, Yuy,” Wufei says with a small smile as he falls into hasso-no-kamae
– a ready position with his shinai held vertically by the left shoulder.
“I see you still remember a few things. But let’s see how well you can block
this!”
My eyes widen as he seems to leap off the floor, the shinai raised at an
angle that has me lifting my arms (they feel as heavy as lead) to block the
strike. The impact is tremendous and has me sliding backwards a little. My
wrists scream in agony, my shinai almost slipping from my fingers as I
leap out of the way just in time. Without giving me a chance to prepare myself,
Wufei lunges for me again, this time with zan-shin clear in his
movements. It was going to be the perfect execution and one more blow from him
would end this so-called match.
Suddenly, an image of my father in Wufei’s place comes to mind and in that
moment, I know just what to do to disable my friend. Almost falling to a knee –
at least feigning it – I keep the shinai at an angle that’s able to block the
intended strike as well as cause my opponent to stumble in the process. Well,
the first part of that plan worked but Wufei’s no fool for he seems to do a
back flip in the air and avoids my intended strike altogether.
Shit. Shit! Shit!!
I think I hear applause in the background but I could care less. I suddenly
feel angry and irritated, aware that I’m going to lose if things continue at
this rate.
“Relax, Yuy,” he drawls lazily as we circle each other slowly. “Your aura’s
definitely more dangerous but I fear you might strike out of anger and forget
the basic rule of martial arts. Fight.With.A.Level.Head!”
He lunges and strikes again and although my wrists now feel numb from the pain,
I swing back to block his attack. This continues for a while until I somehow
manage to get him into a stalemate, our shinai pressed tightly against
each other as our bodies strain towards each other. Not surprisingly, we’re
panting harshly, our faces flushed with heat and beads of sweat on our skin.
“Didn’t think you’d last this long,” he says through clenched teeth, his dark
eyes alight with amusement.
“Yeah, well, I might be rusty but I’m not going to give in to you that easily.”
“Oh yeah?” He presses and I grunt as I feel my feet slipping backwards again.
Damn, but he’s strong!
“What’s the matter, Yuy? Don’t want to lose in front of Duo?”
“Shut up,” I hiss coldly, my cheeks darkening at how easily he seems to be able
to read my thoughts. The idea did cross my mind to be honest. I don’t want to
seem like a weakling in front of Duo or any of the other students for that
matter. There is something about the school President getting defeated that
doesn’t sit too well with me.
“And what about you?” I taunt with a smirk. “Aren’t you doing this to get
Dorothy’s attention?”
His reaction to my statement is priceless. His mouth drops open, his eyes
widening in disbelief. However, that’s more than enough for me to make the
final move. I leap back and ignoring the flare of pain that shoots up my arms,
I raise my shinai in a swift upward motion which effectively sends his
weapon tumbling to the floor with a loud clatter.
Yes, I know. It’s a cheap trick to use but hey, what can I say? A man’s got to
do what a man’s got to do.
“Yay, Heero!” Duo screams from the sidelines. “That was way cool!”
I blush and wave towards him, bowing at the applause I get from the other
students. However, my victory is short-lived as Wufei grabs the scruff of my
yukata and all but drags me out of the dojo. I can see Duo making his way
towards me (and believe me beneath the heavy layer of protective gear, Duo
looks like a miniature sumo wrestler) but I lift a hand to ward him off. He has
to deal with Dorothy, remember?
Soon enough, I’m out into the bright sunshine and almost slammed against the
wall of the building. Ouch.
“What was that all about, Heero?” Wufei hisses coldly, his eyes now dark pools
of blazing anger. “That was a cheap trick and you know it…!”
“So you do like Dorothy then?” I ask with a small smile.
He throws his hands up in the air, walks away from me, returns, stares at me
with a look of exasperation and walks away again. “Good God!” he finally
mutters and comes back to stand before me.
“What makes you say that?”
“I don’t know,” I say, still smiling at the clear look of frustration on his
features. “She does like you.”
“What?!”
“Uh huh.” I lift my wrist, wincing inwardly at the swollen flesh. Definitely
going to need some ice on it. “She likes you and I think she’s just right for
you.”
Wufei snorts, causing me to lift my gaze to his face again. It looks like he’s
trying not to laugh. “Oh man, you really were always clueless about things,
weren’t you, Yuy?”
I frown at the indirect insult. “What do you mean…ah!”
He leans into me, his hands now on either side of my head. I think I can see my
reflection in his eyes and damn if my breathing isn’t getting shallow. “I envy
you, Heero,” he begins in a husky voice. “You have no idea just how much, do
you? Everyday I have to remind myself that I could have had you first but in
the end I lost you to someone else.”
Wha…what is he saying?!
“I thought it would be so obvious but I have this problem you see…I can’t seem
to express how I feel or make it blatant enough.” He laughs softly and leans
even closer and I swear the temperature must have gone up a few notches. “Tell
me, Yuy. If I finally kiss you the way I’ve always wanted to, would that make
me more likeable in your book?”
“Wha…what the hell are you talking about?” And why does my voice sound so
breathless? “You’ve always been my best friend…”
“Until Duo showed up!” he says coldly.
“Well, that’s not my fault is it?!” I snap back angrily. “If you wanted me so
much, why the hell didn’t you make a move before he came along?!” I push him
away from me, or at least try to but he grips my hand tightly and pulls me
closer to him.
“Fuck it! Let me go, Wufei. The game’s over! I know you’re upset that Duo and I
are together…!”
“Don’t get me wrong. I’m happy for you two,” he says with a smile. “But there’s
still this itch inside of me that’s damn curious to know just what it would be
like to finally taste you, Yuy.”
“Well, you’ve got a long time to wait for that.” Shit. Things aren’t supposed
to happen like this! I feel so damn betrayed for some reason. How can I look at
him now without knowing that he’s always had feelings for me? Why did he have
to ruin everything?!
“At least grant me this last wish before I let you go.”
“What now?!”
He laughs softly, his breath warm against my cheek. “You want me to be with
Dorothy, right?”
“…yes…”
“If I go on a date with her…what do I get in return?”
“Geez, Wufei,” I pull away – not that it helps much since my body is pressed
against the wall as is. “If you don’t like her, don’t string her along.”
“She’s got her finer points,” he says with a nod. “But as a future partner, I
don’t see it happening.”
“At least give her a chance!” I really wish he wouldn’t be so close. It’s
getting incredibly hard to think straight. He smells so good too. Damn.
“Then a kiss if nothing else, Heero and I promise I’ll never bring up this topic
again.”
I glance towards the dojo, perhaps hoping that Duo will show up to rescue me
from this mess. But no one comes out and it’s only Wufei and I out here, under
the hot sun, with a tension so thick between us, it’s killing me. Won’t this be
cheating on Duo? If I let Wufei have his way…then wouldn’t it hurt Duo if he
finds out? I can’t do this. I don’t want to and yet…
I make the mistake of lowering my gaze to his lips and have to fight back the
groan that escapes me.
“Don’t make me do this, Wufei,” I say quietly. “I love you…as a friend and
doing this to Duo would kill him. I love him too much to do this. Please try to
understand.”
For a long minute, he makes no attempt to release me but finally he does and I
can honestly say that a chill runs through my body as he pulls away. I wrap my
arms around my waist and lower my gaze to the ground, trying not to show the
pain I feel inside now.
“Forgive me,” he’s saying in a voice that doesn’t sound like his at all. “I was
out of line. I hope we can still be friends, Heero. Let’s not make things too
awkward between us, okay?”
He’s holding out his hand for a handshake but I can’t take it. “It’s cool,” I
reply softly. “We’re still friends.” I try to smile but it’s a weak attempt,
not that he really cares much at this point for he lowers his hand and walks
away without a second look back.
Are we really still friends? I slide to the ground and raise my knees to
my chest, burying my face against them with a low groan of misery. Somehow I
doubt that now. Things have definitely changed between us and it couldn’t have
come at a worse time.
~End Period Twenty-Eight~