Chapter Ten
Tales of a Flower
The
trio stiffened as if on cue, Blue’s gasp of shock sealing what their sharp
senses of sound and smell – instincts included – had picked up. They were back
in Hige’s cluttered apartment, having managed to walk the short distance there.
Not surprisingly, their wounds were beginning to heal fast and as Toboe jumped
to his feet, trying not to stumble at the sudden wave of dizziness that washed
over him, he sniffed once…twice.
“Kiba,”
he stated simply. He turned to them with panic in his eyes, his features pale
and drawn with worry. “Something’s happened to him.”
Hige
was nodding, hands reaching for his jacket. “I’ll go find them. You two stay
here and…”
“Are
you kidding?” Blue all but growled as she too rose to her feet. She had to
steady herself against a cabinet for fear she’d collapse. She might be healing
fast, but the blow from that bastard, Darcia, was still affecting her
locomotion. “If you go, we go with you. Right, Toboe?”
“Right,”
the boy added emphatically, looking determined. Both he and Blue had bandages
around their heads, and hardly looked in any condition to get into another
fight. Hige wasn’t really sure of just how bad the situation was with Tsume and
the others, but he’d be damned if he dragged these two into it. Besides, he had
promised Tsume to look after them.
“You
can’t come with me,” he yelled in frustration, for Blue was already searching
for her coat. “Listen, the two of you…”
“We
don’t have too much time,” Blue interrupted. She shrugged into the white outfit
and began to head for the door, dark blue eyes fierce with the same fight that
was now in Toboe’s heated gaze. “We owe Darcia a little thank you for what he
did. Don’t worry, we’ll be careful.”
“That’s
the least of my worries,” Hige mumbled, having no other choice but to follow
the duo before him. He prayed that whatever awaited them wasn’t going to be as
terrible as he was predicting.
Be
all right, guys, he begged inwardly. Please
be all right, for all our sakes.
Tsume’s
howl of anguish shot through Jagara like a knife. She had never heard anything
so primal, so raw, so…intoxicating. She sighed at the sight of the two
men below, wishing that things had been different. It would be a pity to have
to end both their lives. All was lost now. There would be no redemption for a
woman like her. The thought of finding paradise must have been an illusion,
only shattered by her blind faith in Darcia.
Damn
his treachery!
“His
death has brought me no joy,” she said, now pointing the gun towards Tsume. “Now
I realize my grave mistake. I was so determined to find him, that I forgot his
role in finding the flower. The girl who goes by the name of Cheza.”
Tsume
had made no move, his back still turned to her, his gaze seemingly trained on
the bleeding man lying on the cold earth before him. The only motion he made of
having heard the deranged female was a tremble of his shoulders and the
clenching of his hands into tight fists.
“But
she does not exist,” Jagara continued. She walked down the jagged rocks, being
careful not to trip. “Don’t you think if she did, she’d be attracted to his
scent? That she would have sought him after all this time. Just as you and the
others all met, where is she in all of this? Why hasn’t she showed herself?”
She
stopped behind him, watching the back of his head. “Aren’t you even curious to
know what this girl must look like now?”
She
pressed the muzzle of the gun against the white hair, cocking it as she
smirked. “Or perhaps you’re jealous that there is a girl out there, waiting for
him…longing for him…just like you lust for…argh!”
He
finally moved, so fast, she barely had the time to compose herself. Like a
caged beast, Tsume had spun around, burying his fangs into her wrist, the warm
taste of her blood pouring into his mouth like liquid fire. The gun fell to the
ground and with a swift kick, it was sent into the lake, furious gold eyes
trained on the screaming woman above him. He sank his fangs deeper, ignoring
the blows she was beginning to rain on his head with her free hand. He would
bite her fucking hand off. He wouldn’t let go, not even if she begged for
mercy.
“You
animal!” she howled and tried to kick him with a heeled boot. Again, fast
reflexes had Tsume dodging it, his hand gripping her foot to send her tumbling
to the ground. He straddled her, watching her features seem to elongate with
terror, spittle and drool escaping her wide mouth as she screamed and screamed
– an endless cacophony of horror.
When
he felt the bones within her flesh, he released her, only to wrap his hands
around her neck as her now useless right wrist and hand fell with a loud and
sickening thump.
“You
killed him,” he growled and squeezed. “You greedy, selfish, BITCH!”
Her
face was beginning to turn a sickly shade of blue, her eyes seeming to bug out
of their sockets as she tried to breathe. Tsume had never felt this angry
before. He had thought that dealing with Sykes and his cronies was anger, but
this…this was indescribable. His entire being thrummed with a fire that
threatened to scorch him. Feeling Kiba’s warm blood against his hands while
holding the limp body against him was enough to drive him mad. To think that
he’d never be able to speak to the bastard again, to see those eyes trained on
him, to know what he really tasted like.
It
was this bitch’s fault and she was going to pay by God!
“Die,”
she croaked and coughed at the same time. A tiny dribble of blood was beginning
to escape her mouth. “Death…is…but…a…welcome….ending…”
“What
are you talking about?” he growled, only to hiss sharply as he felt something
hot pierce through the right side of his torso.
“A…little…gift…from…me…”
Tsume
pulled back a little to see the tiny but ornate cylindrical object that was
sticking out of his jacket. Jagara must have been hiding the phial all this time,
looking for the right opportunity to use it on him. How foolish had he been?
Tsume could already feel the poison working through his system, making him feel
sluggish and his vision blurry. He eyed the woman below him, now knowing that
simply choking her wouldn’t be enough. He removed his hands slowly from her
neck, having made dark red grooves against her pale flesh.
“It’s
you and me in hell then,” he said with a smirk as he leaned closer. “You and
me, bitch.”
Sinking
his fangs into the exposed flesh was extremely satisfactory as her low guttural
cry sealed her fate. He could feel the life draining out of her, just as the
poison within him worked its own brand of magic. When Jagara’s heartbeat ended
on a slow but solitary note, he rolled off her body and to the ground, trying
hard to catch his breath. His own heart rate was slowing down and he could hear
it thudding within his eardrums, as if toying with him, daring him to do
something to prevent an inevitable death.
“Not…yet…”
he whispered, dragging himself across the grass and rocks to find the one he
sought.
As
he approached Kiba’s prone figure, to Tsume’s dismay, he could feel his eyes
welling with tears.
Happening
all over again, he thought bitterly
as he reached for Kiba’s hand to hold on tightly. We just never quite make
it to the end, do we, Kiba?
His
chest tightened, but not from the poison, but at the thought of what might have
been between them, if only they had lived. He shuffled closer to the prone
body, allowing Kiba’s blood to warm the coldness that crept up his flesh. With
a trembling hand, he cupped Kiba’s cheek, forcing his glazed gaze to focus on
the rather peaceful visage. He traced the full lips gently, leaning closer
until a breath separated them.
“When
you come back,” Tsume began in a choked voice, struggling to hold back this
moment of weakness. “You had better find me again, Kiba. You hear me. Come find
me again and this time…this time I promise to make it right…for both of us.”
He
kissed Kiba for the last time, inhaling the sweet scent that seemed to flow
from him. He tasted the bitter salt of his misery and loneliness, praying for
one last moment of warmth from Kiba before he passed away. Perhaps he imagined
it, as his senses began to dull, but Tsume could swear he heard voices calling
out his name, but most importantly, there was a responding pressure from the
lips of the man he had thought dead.
Kiba, his mind screamed in doubt, in fear and in hope.
Tsume, came the whispered words from somewhere in the
darkest recesses of his mind. Tsume…come back to me…Tsume…!
I
have always been alone.
“Is
he awake?”
Never
knew my parents…family…what family?
“He
seems to be rousing up…look his eyes are moving behind the lids!”
“Stop
pointing!”
I
have journeyed for so long…so long…all alone…
“Is
he talking in his sleep?”
Until
I came here….and met…him…
“I
think he’s trying to say something.”
…until
I smelled him…wanted him…needed him.
“What?
What’s he saying?”
Tsume.
“I
think he’s saying…”
“Tsume.”
“Tsume?”
“Aaah!
He’s awake!” came the loud cries from Toboe and Hige, who had been doing all
the talking over Kiba’s prone figure on the hospital bed.
“You
two are morons,” Blue said, rolling her eyes as she pushed Hige aside to smile
at Kiba. “How are you feeling? We thought we had lost you back there.”
Kiba
opened his lashes a bit wider, now realizing where he was. The sheets felt
scratchy against his back, while the blinding whiteness of the walls and
furniture was giving him a headache.
“How
long have I been…?”
“One
week!” Toboe said with a grin. “You had a gunshot to the stomach area, but the
doctor said you’d be fine. She’s hot!”
“Toboe!”
Blue chided, although she was trying not to chuckle.
“But
she is, Hige said so.”
Hige
waved his hands about, just as Blue gave him a cold look. “Hehehe, I never said
any such thing. Toboe likes to exaggerate things.” He eyed the younger boy, who
was now giggling, and made a slicing motion across his neck. He was going to
kill Toboe for yapping so much.
Kiba
watched the camaraderie for a moment with a small smile on his lips, but there
was one person missing. One person who would make this picture complete.
“Tsume?” he finally asked, feeling his insides become cold at the immediate
reaction the name caused.
Toboe
had stopped chuckling, his lashes lowered as if hiding a dark secret. Blue
toyed with the hem of her shirt, while Hige scratched his head and then his
nose before speaking.
“He…”
He looked to Blue and Toboe for help.
“He
was poisoned,” Blue finished quietly. “The woman he killed…”
“Jagara,”
Hige added quickly.
“Yeah,
her. She must have poisoned him with something the doctors are not even sure
of. If it wasn’t for Dr. Cheza…”
Kiba
stiffened, eyes widening at the sound of the name. “Who?” he began slowly.
“What did you say her name was?”
“Dr.
Cheza,” Blue replied. “She was the only one able to find an antidote, so
Tsume’s resting in Intensive Care at the moment.”
Heartbeat
pounding harder and faster than ever before, Kiba struggled to sit up,
eliciting cries of dismay from his new friends. He had to find her. He had to
talk to her, to make sure this wasn’t just a figment of his imagination.
“I
have to find her,” he argued as Hige tried to pin him back to the bed. “Let me
go, Hige!”
“And
what do we have here?” came the lithe singsong voice that had the four of them
turning toward the door in unison. Standing there was a young woman with
shocking pink hair with eyes that matched. Her smile was warm and infectious,
the long white lab coat, hiding the slender figure beneath. There was a seeming
innocence around her, and yet neither four could deny the sweet, nearly
heavenly scent she gave off whenever she was close by.
“Che…Cheza?”
Kiba croaked.
“Dr.
Cheza,” the lady said with a laugh as she pointed to her badge. “But I’ll make
an exception for you, since you’re quite cute. As for the rest of you.” She
clapped her hands smartly. ‘Visiting hours are over.”
“Aww,”
Toboe whined. “Can’t we stay for a little longer?”
“Not
today,” Cheza said, shaking her head while placing a soft kiss on the boy’s
forehead. His sigh of pleasure was worth it. “When you come tomorrow, I just
might have some candy for you.”
“Awesome!”
“You’re
so easy to bribe,” Hige scoffed as he waved goodbye to Kiba. “So gullible and…”
“…and
I’ve got fresh baked doughnuts just for you, Hige,” Cheza added with a cheeky
grin.
“Sweet!”
came the enthusiastic cry from Hige. “I’m so here tomorrow.”
Their
laughter faded away with the slow close of the door, leaving Cheza and Kiba
alone to stare at each other for a long minute.
“You
know,” Kiba finally said when he was sure he could find his voice. Her gentle
and yet sad smile was all the answer he needed. He moaned and lowered his head
within his hands, only to have them pulled away gently as Cheza sat on the bed
beside him. She cradled them within her sure hands, as if sending her warmth
into the cold flesh.
“I
promised to find you when I returned,” he whispered in sorrow. “To find our
paradise together. You…you were what I was searching for all the time and I…I
failed, Cheza.”
“Failed?
Why do you think you failed?”
He
lifted his pained gaze. “Can’t you see all that happened with Darcia and
Jagara? I did not remember on time and…and I nearly got everyone killed all
over again.”
“But
you didn’t Kiba,” Cheza said softly as she caressed his cheek. “You succeeded.
You have found your own paradise…without me.”
He
blinked in bemusement. “Wha…what do you mean?”
Cheza
smiled and rose to her feet. She paced to the window and looked out into the
dying sunset. “You once loved me, Kiba. Enough to do anything to take me to a
place where we both belonged. You who were once alone, found friends and those
you could care for.” She closed her eyes, her fingers clutching the thick green
curtain tightly. “Those were difficult times for us, Kiba. We were in a world
where wolves and humans barely got along, where pain and suffering seemed to
reign and the world knew no better.” She opened her eyes and turned to him, and
he could see the tears shimmering within them. “I loved you too, Kiba and I
wanted us to be together again…”
“So
why can’t we?” Kiba asked, even though he knew within his heart, the answer to
that. He desperately tried to find the blind attachment he had felt for her in
the past, to find the unquestioning devotion…but all he could see…feel…
“You
know the answer to that, don’t you, Kiba?” Cheza replied with a tremulous
smile.
“In this world, your paradise
has already been found. With him, you can both find the happiness you deserve.”
Kiba’s
cheeks suffused with color. He tried to look away, but her face held him
captive. He didn’t move even when she moved closer to kneel before him. She
took his hands between hers and placed a tender kiss on each finger in
reverence.
“And
what about you? What about your happiness, Cheza? Have you…found it?”
She
nodded and looked around the room. “Here. In this hospital. In this world, I
can bring healing to many this way. Everyday, people walk through those doors
with pain and suffering in their hearts, not just the physical ailments. To see
them smile at the end of the day is all I could ever want. So yes, I am happy
here, Kiba. And I want you to be just as happy too.”
Kiba
flushed and lowered his gaze, staring at the white sheet with acute
fascination. His happiness. Would it finally be his? And with a person like…him?
He didn’t know what the future held, but he was going to try – to try for both
of them.
“Will…will
you take me to him?” he finally asked in a hoarse whisper.
With a warm smile, Cheza
nodded and rose to her feet. “Come with me then, Kiba. He’s been waiting for
you.”
Tsume
stared blankly at the ceiling, trying to catch his breath. He was doing his
100th sit up and the sweat rolled off his skin like beads of rain. The light
gray pants he wore hung low on his lean hips, his bronzed torso and chest
glistening with his exertions. Since his ‘imprisonment’ in this godforsaken
hellhole called a hospital, the doctors had thought it necessary to keep him in
for a day or two longer, even though he felt perfectly fine.
Since
the events at the ruins, where he had honestly thought he was a goner, things
had been a whirlwind of eye-opening revelations for him. He now knew that the
voices he had heard, was only Hige, Blue and Toboe arriving at the scene just
in time and that the voice that had called his name was actually Kiba, who was
rousing from his faint. Damn it all! And there he had thought Kiba was dead.
Now
angry again, he turned on his stomach to begin a series of push-ups, grunting
as he moved up and down, faster and faster. The tiny puncture, where Jagara had
poisoned him, was healed and thanks to that female doctor, Tsume felt as good
as new again. He wasn’t a fool, he had recognized her as soon as his vision and
senses had recovered completely. In the vision shown to him at the ruins, he
knew it was Cheza, the flower, only this time she was a healer of another kind.
Unfortunately,
his jealousy had forgotten to take a back seat.
She
was still as beautiful as ever, and her personality was enough for any
hot-blooded male to fall in love with. Tsume’s mind had immediately gone to
Kiba’s reaction and how he would receive her again. He was sure that Kiba would
be all over Cheza like he had before, that he would want to remain with her,
willing to toss Tsume away now that his goal was achieved.
“Damn,”
he cursed and slumped to the floor, closing his eyes at the pang of pain that
seared through his chest. Why did he even give a fuck? If Kiba decided to stay
then…then…
I’ll just go back to the
way things were. Find another lousy contract job and hope I remain alive. What
a life.
“…without
Kiba…”
A
light knock on the door had him opening his eyes with a sigh of frustration.
Great. Another nurse to tell him to get back to bed.
“Come
in,” he called out in a gruff voice, watching the door open slowly. Still lying
on the floor, he looked - everything was upside down to him - but there was no
denying the bare feet and jeans that belonged to only one person.
Ignoring the skipped
heartbeat, Tsume sat up and tried to look as uninterested as possible. “Look
who’s finally here.”
Kiba
coughed lightly and held up the basket of fruits, something Blue had insisted
he bring with him today. He had been released from the hospital a few days ago,
but had found himself a bit shy to actually face Tsume face-to-face. Since
Cheza showed him Tsume’s room a week ago, he had visited everyday, simply
content to sit beside the silent man, wondering just what he would say to Tsume
when he did wake up. When the news had come that Tsume was active again, Kiba
had come up with as many excuses as possible as to why he couldn’t visit the
hospital. It was Blue who finally gave him a good kick in the pants and forced
him to come here today.
“Sorry…”
Kiba mumbled, making a show of arranging the fruits on the bedside table. “Been
busy…”
“With
Cheza?” Tsume asked, unable to keep the bitterness away from his voice. He
kicked himself inwardly for being so transparent.
“We
only had dinner once…and lunch…once,” Kiba defended himself quickly. He met
Tsume’s cool gaze and lowered his. “But there’s nothing between us.”
“Like
I care,” Tsume mumbled and rose to his feet. He tried hard not to stare too
long at the t-shirt that seemed to cling to Kiba’s physique like a second skin,
or the dusky outline of those tantalizing nipples to his gaze. He struggled to
gather moisture into his dry mouth. “Toss me an apple or something.”
Glad
to be doing something with his hands, for fear he would lunge for Tsume’s bare
chest and caress that scar or lick it or worse, Kiba tore the wrap open with
trembling fingers and pulled out an apple.
“Here.”
“Thanks.”
Tsume caught it deftly and sank his teeth into the fruit, its juices whetting
his parched tongue and throat. He took another big bite and finally noticed
Kiba staring at him…hungrily.
Goddamn
it. Kiba was driving him insane.
“What
are you staring at?” he asked, eyes darkening with unbridled lust. “If you want
an apple, get one yourself.”
Kiba
stared at the basket, licked his lips slowly and then eyed the one in Tsume’s
hand. “I want…”
“You
want…?” Tsume smirked, watching Kiba’s feral instincts begin to take over. It
was beautiful to watch the transformation, to see the shy, timid Kiba become
what was hidden within – a beast. The low growl that seemed to emanate from
deep within Kiba resonated with Tsume, as heated gazes met and locked.
“You,”
Kiba breathed.
“What
are you waiting for?” came the husky tease as Tsume spread his legs apart and
rested on his elbows, daring Kiba to come for him.
Kiba
needed no second invitation. With a low growl, he moved swiftly, straddling the
inviting legs to seize Tsume’s lips in a kiss that left them shocked at its
intensity. Tsume had no time for foreplay. It had been too long since he was
denied the pleasure of taking Kiba completely. He parted his lips to welcome
Kiba’s questing tongue, sucking, tasting every inch of the sweet offering. Kiba
could taste the apple on Tsume’s lips, gasping as he felt Tsume’s strong hands
cupping his ass to knead it roughly.
He
tore his lips away, panting harshly as his hands traced Tsume’s scar tenderly.
”Fuck me,” Kiba commanded against Tsume’s lips.
“Thought
you’d never ask,” came the gruff reply.
Kiba
was all but tossed to the bed, Tsume’s hands making quick work of the jeans as
Kiba’s hands tugged the sweatpants down Tsume’s hips in fervent jerks. Fevered
gold and teal depths remained locked, only broken as both felt their erections
finally free from their constraints. When Tsume slid two fingers into Kiba’s
mouth, it was sucked on with vigor, the digits coated with his saliva as he
watched Tsume’s flushed features above him.
“Oh
God…” came the breathless moan when those cool and wet fingers teased his
puckered opening just as his balls and cock were stroked at the same time. He
jerked into Tsume as the fingers probed deeper, wrapping his arms tightly
around the taller man’s neck as dull pain flared into indescribable pleasure.
Tsume’s fingers dug through the tight ring of muscle, stretching and all but
coming as he felt the tight pressure against his flesh. Fuck! If it felt this
good with just his fingers, what would it feel like when he finally…
“Now,
Tsume,” Kiba moaned. “Now…can’t…wait…”
“Patience,”
Tsume replied with a low chuckle that shook with desire. He couldn’t believe he
was actually saying this, but for some reason, he felt he had to take it slow
now, to make Kiba feel as good as he hoped he would. He withdrew his fingers,
eliciting a low mewl of disappointment from Kiba. Tsume placed his hands behind
Kiba’s knees, raising his legs to give better access to his dripping cock.
“God,
you’re fucking beautiful,” Tsume rumbled with emotion. “You have no idea, do
you?”
He
closed his eyes and slid in slowly…carefully…all the way in, sucking in a harsh
breath at the feel of Kiba tightening, sheathing, imprisoning his cock with
each thrust. Tsume didn’t stop until he felt his balls against Kiba’s ass,
leaning forward until their lips barely caressed each other, their bodies
stiffening to get used to this level of intimacy.
“Aah…fuck…feels
good…” Tsume moaned.
And Kiba,
who had struggled to hold back his tears of not just satisfaction, but of
finally…finally feeling complete after so many years of loneliness,
whispered thickly against Tsume’s lips.
“I
love you.”
Tsume’s
eyes widened. “Wha…mmmph!”
Kiba
stole whatever questions he might have asked with another searing kiss, hips
bucking upwards to force Tsume to move. It took them less than a minute to
establish a rhythm, their bodies straining with a passion that rose steadily to
a heart pounding crescendo. Their low grunts, moans and groans filled the room,
beads of sweat rolling off clenched muscles. Kiba dug his fingers into Tsume’s
strong back, his body arching off the bed as the pleasure rose to a fever
pitch. He was dying. He had to be dying. Nothing was ever allowed to be this
good to him.
Tsume! Tsume!! Tsume!!! His mind screamed over and over again, allowing his
body to do all that his lips couldn’t say. His confession hung in the air
between them, and Kiba wasn’t ashamed of admitting it. It seemed impulsive, but
the words had come from deep within him, knowing that it was the right thing to
do. He wanted to be with Tsume, for as long as the other man would let him.
“Kiba!”
came the sharp grunt from Tsume as he too approached his peak. He stiffened,
his cock swelling within the tight sheath. With a final gasp of ‘Oh…fuck…’ he
exploded, his entire body quaking with the force of his orgasm just as Kiba’s
warm semen coated his torso and upper thighs as he too came. The world swam
before his eyes and he collapsed upon Kiba, panting and struggling to catch his
breath as he felt the strong arms around him. He could feel his seed pouring
into Kiba, making those slick walls even slicker as more of his seed escaped to
trickle down to the sheet.
Tsume
nuzzled Kiba’s neck gently, tongue darting out to lap the sweat off his lover’s
neck. He smiled at the low moan Kiba gave, allowing his pleasure-dazed senses
to come back to earth.
“Hey,
Kiba,” Tsume drawled, fingertips now tracing the hard nubs of Kiba’s nipples
through the t-shirt they hadn’t bothered taking off. “When you said
you…uumm…loved me…did you…” Tsume couldn’t believe he was actually blushing
while saying this. Thank goodness Kiba couldn’t see his face at this time.
“…did you mean it? I guess it might have just been said out of the heat of the
moment, but…” He cleared his throat, heart pounding faster now as he set out
his proposal. “…it’s not a big place or anything, but…if you want to stay with
me…for a while at least…then, you’re more than welcome to. So…what do you say?”
A
heart stopping silence greeted this proposition.
Tsume
felt his cheeks darken with embarrassment. Damn Kiba! Why couldn’t he say
something. “Kiba?” He lifted his head slowly. “What do you think of…?”
The
words died on his lips as the light snore from the other man had Tsume groaning
in disbelief. Not again!
“Kiba,
you bastard! Why are you never awake for the most important things!”
And
as he began to shake the oblivious man awake, outside the door, Cheza giggled
and walked away with a smile on her lips. With assured confidence that at least
things were looking up for those two, she really couldn’t be happier for Kiba
and his new friends.